who wants to be ALONE ?

There have been things happening to me for the past few days ..mm weeks , months , perhaps ? But I dont see why I should waste a lovely day writing an entry about whats been bothering me these days , saying stupid stuff about people I dislike , lashing it out on my public blog when I should be saying it to their faces instead . I dont know if anyone noticed this but theres a tracker at the right side of my blog , just right below the bloggers column . Its really amazing to see friends jump to their own conclusions , I mean after being friends with you for ages , they still judge you based on what they see instead of knowing the real problem . 


You should have known me by now that I am not the type to turn my back on a friend , but right now , things are different . I have so many things going on in my life , its a wonder why I haven't turned into a psychopath yet . My Ex-bf , yes my ex , Im not going to say a past ex but it is past and past and past EX-BF in the list for you guys to play a game of "Guess whos in the spotlight of Natasha's dramatic life right now ?" 

My blog , so deal with it . My life , my Feeling and written by me . So , why must you SIBUK with my day ? We're not related and wont relate anymore ! Listen , i dont hate people but i just feel BETTER when you aren't around and MYOB !
SEE , Im not the only one lifeless here . I have my NASRUL with me . 

It kills me that youre not aware of the person youre becoming , instead you choose to think that the people you onced love are turning into a bunch of monsters when in reality , its you whos turning into a monster .


To (M) and (O) , get your own life . You may concern about me but i dont NEED both of you !
Both of you should sent this air balloon to me and just said *HEY , FUCK YOU AND YOUR BF . I WILL NOT MIND YOUR BUSINESS AGAIN . okthxbai* 
yeahhhh !

And to my baby Nasrul , thanks for the MOON before you fall asleep yesterday .
i got it and i guess manja will steal mine's one . kan ? 
okthxbai .

xoxo