new life's begin

welcome to Natasha's space :)

Wednesday, January 30

Long Hair, Short Hair !

Hello, dolls!
It has been awhile, hasn't it? A great of things have changed in just a matter of months.

I have changed, both physically and emotionally. For instance, I've decided that it's be best to start fresh 
with a new look and hence, I finally chopped off that long mane of mine after years of waiting patiently for it to grow. I must say, short hair are so much easier to deal with. And of course, less hair means less bad hair days for me. I've been bumming at home a lot nowadays, given the whole "no work" deal. Sleeping and eating are my two best forte, for now. Due to that, weighing scales become my biggest foe yet. I can literally feel my tummy expanding every single time I binge on something but lucky me, I have eased down on the binge-ing. Or have I not? Considering that I am stuffing my face with food right now, as I type away on this iPhone 5 that I bought for myself for facing major work. I bought it using my commission money.

The phone cost me RM2,199 and now im broke and left RM2,500 balance for my vacation to Kedah next week! Sobs!

Lepak at Starbucks before the cut started. I need some coffee. To feel better.
My sayang is so Manja recently. After 3 weeks didn't meet. I guess -.-"
Using his new nexus4. Test camera.


The new tacamiewa 💓

Future talk has been the main topic over breakfast, lunch and dinner. It gets annoying at times because different people have extremely different point of views. Do you get me now when I tell you that i'm in the a better place now? i really am :)

Monday, January 21

Teori Perkembangan

TAHUN PERTAMA
Tahun pertama, 
Bahasa masih terjaga,
Perasaan malu masih ada,
Bertutur juga rendah nada.

Tahun pertama lagi,
Semua tutur bicara masih didengarnya,
Kata-kata dipatuhi,
Tiada dusta tiada sengketa.

Tahun pertama dan ingin ke seterusnya,
Masih sama,
Kemana pergi pasti ditanya,
Segalanya bersama.

TAHUN KEDUA
Maka terbit Tahun Kedua,
Silap kecil dibesarkannya,
Timbul segala dusta,
Jarang ada tawa darinya.

Tahun kedua,
Setiap kata-kata tidak dipedulikannya,
Sepatah ditanya sepatah dijawab,
Berbeza, berlainan dan penuh kecewa.

Tahun kedua,
Perasaan diseliputi rasa bersalah,
Tiada tempat mengadu domba,
Masih ingin bersama atau sebaliknya.

Ingin terus bersama untuk tahun ketiga, perasaan janggal kian terasa, terasa seperti tiada apa. MAAF :(