Thanksalot colleagues !

Surprise birthday for me . HAHA .

Thought they celebrating others birthday so I stand up and sang along them . HAHAHAHA . Bobby sat in front of me so i thought it was Bobby's birthday . Then realise they celebrating mine when i heard the applause and mention my name in the birthday song !

Thanks all !

I appreciate it ~

Happy Bornday and Selamat Hari Potong Tali Pusat taca_miewa

When I was a kid , I used to count the days to my birthday and remind everyone about it . Only because of one thing, gifts . I love getting gifts . A few years back , around 2001, I would call my mum at least twice a day to remind her that my birthday is getting near to the point that it got annoying . Then on my birthday itself , I did not get anything . My parents were trying to teach me a lesson or something but I was only 8 at that time so after a few days , I got my gift .

Somehow this year , its different . Its just another day to remind myself I'm getting older . I even forgot about it until Nasrul said that my birthday is only a few weeks away . I don't feel excited . Why don't I feel excited ?

Thirst 2011 Malaysia : DJ Tiesto - Maximal Crazy

Adore this Maximal Crazy !

Work Hard, Play Hard !

Tiesto Live In Sepang :)

Perfect huh ?

being perfect is not about the way you impress other people. its about you and your relationship with yourself, your family and your friends. Being perfect is about able to look your friends in the eye and know that you didnt let them down because you told them the truth. That the truth is you did everything you could and that there wasnt one more thing you couldve done. So leave your pessimism behind and dont look in your past, try and look whats already infront of you.

No one will understand me

Im a happy kid, I mingle around with people alot, I'll walk with my ponytail swinging side to side, I'll laugh at almost everything...But its true what people said you can never judge a book by its cover. I really like writing and expressing my feelings into words. But i guess its just a way for me to make sure people hear me out. I post depressing blogs from the beginning because almost all of my life ive never been blessed with having good people around me. I thank God for the achievements I achieved throughout the years, but the greatest treasure i want to seek is a real relationship that is built between two people. I want to have a friend that will say i look nice, even if i was wearing a horrible dress, a friend who would tell the truth so that i know that he'll never lie towards me and a friend who may be far away from me but i know he's always close to heart. Im not demanding, I just wish there was someone who'd actually be like this cause I know im nothing close to any of the above.

Apa lagi laa jantan ni nak !

Stop trying to help me out. Dont try to be him cause he will never be replaced. You make up stories about me, then you go bitch around about me. Youre a guy, youre not suppose to do that. Even i dont do that. Look in the mirror before you start to cuss at me. I never post aggrevative stuff on my blogs or online. But you know what heres the whole confession..you want to go spread about this too? Get it in that little head of yours if i didnt want you the first time i wouldnt want you the second time, now do i? Oh well unfortunately, ive been told that im easy to get? Get what? Be lying on the bed with you? Hold hands with you? Well hello, fuck that stupid mind of yours. I dont even shake a guy's hand unless its someone im really close to. When you only know the extent of various, doesnt mean you really know me. You want to know the real me? Well here's a nice intro: im self-centred, im ignorant, i talk to anyone and reply to whoever the fxck i want to, i think the world revolves around me and lastly im never going to like you. So dont even think of comparing yourself to someone i really care. When you read this, take this as a way of me trying seek for attention. You and your whole clan can hate me, cause i wouldnt care, im a bitch remember? :] Ok sarcasm wont work but...fuckyoubeyondallrecognition.

sorry to anyone who's reading this that has nothing to do with it but had the tendency to look at it and see what i wrote...sincere apology.

It's D'Naim Nasi Kukus yawww !

epicurious.wordpress.com . Click at this link. It's my uncle Nasi Kukus stall. I hate curry so i dont eat it. People loves it. Hmmmm. Nasrul also love it. Seeee, one more, Oh Media also posting about my uncle stall on Facebook. ------> Click here (Oh Media !) and epicurious.wordpress.com and poplagenda.blogspot.com and photokaki.com

Sorry :(

Pagi tadi otw nak p reja, nampak ada moto tepi jalan lepas Mobil petrol pump dekat Federal Highway. Then aunt aku bawak kete slow sebab dia nak msg dengan bf dia. Aku dok berkhayal pandang luar tingkap then tiba2 kete Rexton tu undur laju. Aku ushar ah kenapa, rupanya moto tadi bukan rosak but ada cina tua tengah urut dada anak dia sambil menangis. Ya Allah, nak teriak rasa tapi cover sebab makcik aku ada. Anak dia kena sawan time atas moto kot sebab aku nampak mata dia terbeliak pastu kerling kot atas. Umur anak dia dalam lingkungan 18tahun macam tu and pakcik tu pulak dalam 60tahun. aku kesian tengok pakcik tu sebab dia kurus and pada pandangan aku, dia maybe bukan datang dari keluarga yang senang. Moto dia macam nak hancur je. Pakcik tu menangis kot sebab aku nampak mata dia terpejam sambil tangan dia dok tekan dada anak dia :( Then aku suruh makcik aku U-Turn sebab kami dah terlepas ke bridge yang access ke Old Klang Road tu ! But makcik aku cakap "Kita dah lewat ni, lagipon kete tadi dah tolong dia". Dalam hati aku rasa nak terjun turun reta ja :( selfish ! Nasib aku tumpang reta dia, kalau dia tumpang aku, memang dah aku tggl je dia tepi jalan suruh dia jalan kaki p reja . Until now aku still rasa bersalah. Tak tenang nak buat keje. Hmmmm. Semoga pakcik tadi and anak dia takde apa. Sorry pakcik xdapat nak tolong :'(

believe.

Hey, sekarang hati tak rasa apa. Takde rasa nak gelak, takde rasa nak senyum, takde rasa nak melawak, takde rasa nak bercinta. Hmmmm. Mungkin sebab.... sebab..... errrrrr sebab HABIB ! Aku tak patut percaya benda macam tu . SUPERSTITION ! Orang lain yang nak berubat but aku yang kena. I shouldn't believe this but whole said "It's Darul Syifa' Natasha oi ! Dia bukan bersihir and bukan witch macam Harry Potter plus dia ikut sunnah Nabi Muhammad SAW. Dia just Ruqyah".

Aku tak heran semua tu. But aku sangat terasa bila dorg try nak baca life aku. Sangat2. Aku rasa hilang di dunia kejap pergi ke alam lain masa dia describe diri aku. Aku tahu past aku sangat teruk. And gratefully dia tak cerita  disrepute aku . Aku bukannya Nabi yang sempurna atas muka bumi ni masa zaman jahiliah dulu kala. Aku dalam proses nak buang past aku . Kalau jadi, jadi lah. Aku cuba sedaya yang aku mampu. Insyaallah....

Habib pesan just satu perkara aku tak boleh lupa . "Adik, kalau nak bercinta tu boleh tapi kena jaga diri. Adik ni jens bercinta separuh mati. Bahaya. Boleh memudaratkan. Kalau boleh jangan bercinta lama-lama. Habib bukan nak masuk campur tapi Habib cuma pesan (macam dia tahu time tu dalam hati aku tengah cuak and cakap "MACAM LAH KAU BAGUS SANGAT"). Adik akan selalu menangis bila jumpa jodoh adik. Tak elok macam tu. Lebih baik bazirkan air mata kita pada Allah SWT.".

Aku tak tahu apa motif dia cakap macam tu kat aku. But yang aku tengah fikir just "Adakah orang yang dia maksudkan tu Nasrul atau future husband aku ? Yeah . Umur aku setahun jagung ni tak patut diajar bercinta lagi. Tapi aku serious . Aku tak suka nak main2 benda camni sebab aku percaya KARMA. Dalam hidup aku, mostly aku tengok member2 aku dibayar karma dengan perkara yang dorang reka sendiri untuk memudaratkan orang lain. Aku jenis yang setia, aku bukan nak budget2 but once aku dah kenal and sayang orang tu, forever aku akan ingat dia. Even aku benci dia or meluat dengan orang tu, aku tetap akan ingat and aku try nak buang takmau dendam.

Hmmmm . Aku penat nak cerita semua pasal Habib. But aku just nak cakap thanks to Habib sebab buat aku rasa bersalah dengan diri aku. Aku just rasa cara dia cakap tu macam Nasrul bukan jodoh aku. Memang aku mengaku aku pernah nangis sebab Nasrul once before. Tu pon secara tiba2. Mood aku swing. Dah laa biar aku je yang tahu kenapa . Aku penat nak menaip. Sangat2 penat sebab kerja sampai malam today . Kerja sorg2 sampai kul 9 dalam ofis and macam2 hal yang bunyi . Sabar and Tawakal jela. Cuba belaja untuk tidak merungut.

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Testing2

They asked me, "How was it Natasha? Wearing tudung all over the place". Then I'd replied, "It was fine ! It's weird . Everyone is looking at me like they're know today is my first time wearing tudung. HAHA" . They stare at me then say "blaaaa blaaaa" . Jealous much huh little auntie ? I just tested it . Dunno when the officially i will wear it. Perhaps, Maybe, Someday. I know it is compulsary to all muslim. Am a muslim. I will in term of slow and motion . 

Owl Necklace actually illicit ?

Rantai Burung Hantu Haram ?

Nahhhhh . Korg click link biru dekat atas pastu baca laa . I have no idea about the illicit but what I know is it a trend now. Thank god i dont love it .

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Meet my trainer Mr John Garforth

Here is my slimming trainer. 

Mr John Garforth Bles which is from England migrate to Malaysia past two weeks.

He loves Malaysia so much.

It's weird when people outsider is in love with our country while we love their's !

And maybe, his 2 sons is coming end of this December to having a new year eve here.

There they are !

From right : Simon , then my handsome and strong tutor and David.

They such a really nice kid !

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Facebook-ing

I lost mood to facebooking recently. I prefer tweeting and Google+ . It nice. Facebook iS about to change their name to PORNBOOK ! errghhhh . Hack there, hack here, everywhere hack. They just cant simply see people happy. They jealous and will troll us ! Boo ! SAPA MAKAN CILI, DIA LAH YANG TERASA PEDASNYA ! Be mature !

Muka sedang bersosial ! HAHA

HARAJUKU ICE CREAM CREPE feat PROSPERITY BURGER

Before movie, we make up to McDonald's to ate some Prosperity Burger which is just have during Chinese New Year. It's super spicilicious ! I LOVE PEPPER ! We devoted on it til we wont talk to each other. Yummie !

I LOVE THE TWISTED FRIES ! 

Then, we went to Shimino Pavilion while waiting for our movie which is start at 10pm.

We had a great Ice Cream Crepe from Japan which is known as HARAJUKU !

It superlicious ! Damn Delicious !

It's better than Tutti Frutti.I prefer this than Tutti Frutti !

Both of us LOVE it !

Chemistry tu penting kan ? HAHA

He loves the way i ate that crepe thing !

Then we watch Puss In Boots .

LOFAO !

bahahahahaha

The movie end at 12am so i decide to not go anywhere cause he must further to Shah Alam for the next day.

So he sent me to my house and we had a conversation for 5 minute then he'd go home.

Seeee, masing2 muka penat.

HAHA

Nasrul Afiq ! 

I love you, thanks cause making my day :)

Everyday is our day !

Short note : Pssss, he's wearing the shirt that i bought for him :)

Puss In Boots !

Puss In Boots ! Really nice movie . Me and Nasrul cant stop laughing from the beginning of the movie until it's end ! Damn cute they were ! Ngeeowwww !

The sexy cat is voiced by a sexy man.

Antonio Banderas! or Zorro. Whichever you prefer.

Overall, I like this movie.

Puss In Boots is also joined by an egg we knew since young.

Humpty Alexander Dumpty aka Humpty Dumpty.

He has a rich person's name so I wonder how he ended up in that home.

So Baron-like..

He is played by Zach Galifianakis, the one who caused all the trouble in Hangover 1 and 2.

I'm already giving you some idea here.

Of course, we have Kitty Softpaws.

Meowwww... Purrrr..

Voiced by a sexy lady, Salma Hayek.

She'll rob you and you won't notice a single thing.

In this movie, you might remember two more familiar characters.

Jack and Jill.

Voiced by Billy Bob Thornton and Amy Sedaris.

Jack is holding the magic green beans in this picture.

In this movie, Puss In Boots is trying to get these beans from Jack and Jill but was interfered by Kitty Softpaws.

From then onwards, Puss met up with his brother and best friend, Humpty Dumpty.

We also get to know how did his boots come about.

Puss got the boots when...

OOPS!

Won't spoil the whole movie for you ;)

It is good enough in 2D, so don't need 3D but I think 3D won't be bad as well because 2D was already animated wonderfully.

Did I Ruined my Family ?

ive been lethargic these days, thinking...as i sit here, trying my utmost hardest to focus on work i cant deny that there are tears rolling down my eyes. everyone around me and everything is just falling apart. i dont know if you really knew me, but im someone who cares about someone else more than myself. i just put them a priority before me.why do you even wonder if you were to had other parents. would you think your life would me much more simpler? less drama? having a family filled with love and adoration for one another. not a constant war of words. everyone needs someone to lean their heads on, a shoulder to cry on, someone to go through all this shit with but all whats in your head is lonesome. people are here to help although everyone has reached the verge where they cant do anything anymore. i know the feeling wanting to start your own life and get away from all this but you cant you are still a kid. youve relied on your parents for the past years, tell me how do you break free. there are reasons for the stories told by your mum. but whenever she tells you something, you will look away. youre tired of hearing the same thing over and over again. you think how does it makes her feel, how hurt and painful shes feeling inside. nobody likes seeing someone close to them fall apart but it happens almost. every. single. day. youre not neglected by any parties, people care they just dont know how to show it. someone may put a strong face and look fine with it but really theyre not. theres always people waiting to help us, as much as people say they care and love you tho they may let you down all the time, but the fact that they stayed...they stayed. I STAYED

Workaholic

Me maybe a workaholic sometime. But, A workaholic never use SOMETIME word. They use to think about work and future. I do think about future but i hate to woke up early and went off to office. Getting tired and bored. Everyday I do the same thing such as MENGULAR ! HAHAHA. Boss loves me. What else to do? I finished my work so I can go wherever i wanna to. Who cares? Boss care? No ! I dont think he might so. He use to treat me like a employee but he's care too much and we're like a family in WCT Realtors. He just like my dad. He concern to his employee. He loves his employee. He give an iPad or iPhone or Blackberry to his staff. That's the reason why we love him. HAHA. Mr Francis Bun. We love you !

I miss this. Boss bring me here during Puasa.

Damn it was AWESOME !

Then, I asked him to try some buffet at Paya Serai PJ Hilton Hotel for breaking fast.

RESULT : He bought us to there :)

This is why we love boss.

He could brang us anywhere we request to !

And lastly,

I always curi boss's car.

HAHA.

I'll be the driver and my auntie Qistina will be the Datin at the back.

See, sometime I'd be the Datin replacing my auntie.

An iPad we use to have meeting time. 

But me neither, I use it to dload games and Facebook-ing ;D

And this is duit raya from boss. Boss give me 4K. My auntie got 8K .

Jealous . Which company can give their staff like this huh ?

I bet chu dont have besides our company !

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