prove to me that i'm wrong NA (!)

i know we've been fighting for almost every day . I can even count the days that we've been through without fighting . But all i know , the longer I am with you , the more I don't wanna lose you . I am sorry that you have to bare with my annoying/bitchy ness . I hope your feelings towards me won't ever fade . You're not a jerk okay ? Stop saying that you are . If you're a jerk I won't even be with you . You have always been here in my heart . I forgive you for not always being here for me especially when I needed you so badly . I tried to stay mad at you whenever I see you but I just can't after looking at your comel/hot face and your smell that always attracts me . And yeah , I gotta admit you don't have to budget comel kan cause you already have the comel-ness in you kan ? I dont know what's going on between us . It really is up to you if you chose to leave me but all I know I dont want you to . I like it when you're by my side . I feel happy. Seems like I've always been hurting you lately . Or I always have . I didnt mean to say that you dont love me . I know you do . It's just that , somehow things change in the future . I know you meant all those words you said to me before . I didnt mean to hurt you . I wish I can take back those words I said to you but I can't . I can't force you to stay with me but I want you to stay so badly . I love you so much k . That says it all . You. Make. Me. Happy. Ok.
*And perangai tu jangan macam BABI sangat ! Dah janji tu janji . Jangan jadi india . Okay ? Aku boleh je tepati janji aku , Kenapa kau x boleh ?*

okthxbai :(