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Kenapa bila aku buat salah, cepat ja orang nampak ? Bila dorg buat salah, senang ja suruh aku lupa. Why ? Dunia ni x adil kan ? Serious x adil. Kenapa x adil? Sebab bila kena part aku, aku kena teruk teruk! Kaw kaw punya dia buat tapi bila part dia, dia nak defend diri then blame aku balik. Aku sedar, aku nampak, aku noticed, salah aku, punca semua aku, aku try, aku tak guna, semuanya aku ! yes AKU ! Tapi bila kena kat kau, senang2 je suruh aku lupa, suruh aku terima, minta maaf and so on. Please, tolong faham kenapa aku berbuat and bertindak sedemikian. Kalau tak faham, tolong faham-fahamkan. Okay? Deal? Aku tak tahu apa nak jadi esok, minggu depan, bulan depan and tahun depan. Aku bukan Nabi yang sempurna. Tapi yang aku tahu, kau selalu buat bagi nampak salah aku, bagi orang marah aku, makcik2 aku pon back-up kau and actually dorg x faham. Seriously dead dorg xkan faham sebab, SEBAB AKU SELALU NAK BAGI NAMPAK KITA BAHAGIA DEPAN DORG! Lost hopes, Lost love, Lost mood & Lost everything. SHIT ! Why me ? Perut pulak dok buat hal macam pa ja. Usus luka so bloody shit produce bebeh ! Lantak lah, apa nak jadi lepas ni aku dah malas nak amik tau. Semoga bahagia okay guys ? And well, HELLO APRIL ! Be more sexier than March pleaseeeee =)

Bye 31/3/2012

dreamland everynight

I can never imagine how it feels to see the person you love walk away from you. Trying your damnest to pull it together, trying your best, trying to change yourself, for the sake of them staying. Yet it doesnt work, none of it does and all you could do is suck it up, watch them leave. The desperation you feel, makes you do things you thought you would never do. Then you try to avoid the situation, the heartbreak by destroying yourself, hoping you would forget. In fact, you do. For a second. But every night before you go to bed, before you fall asleep, you lay awake and stare at the empty ceiling, thinking about the things you wish you would just forget, hoping your thoughts would just disappear. And it never does. 

Mr Baskin Robbins

Hey ! Rindu nak blogging . errghhhh. Wanna update bout last weekend activity.
Plan nak g tengok Hot Air Balloon dekat Putrajaya but tengok jam dah dekat pukul 5 so cancel laa. Plus nak heading sana pon took 1 hour. So cancel and papatok ask me and Nasrul pergi beli Muffin dekat Mid Valley . Dia suruh beli 10bijik . Mak oi ! HAHAAAAA. Then saja bosan xtau nak wapa so chilling sat kat BR. Nasrul x pernah try so me bring him to try some . He loves it . Heeeeee. And this was my first time i wore Hijab hangout with Nasrul . Me look messy but he loves it . Jeng jeng jeng !