Where Wonders Go :'(

I wonder,

 are you being fair to me? Are you? Are you? We fought several times over some small thing which turned into some big deal. Both of us, we have such big egos, and you will always be the one to put your ego aside. I know I haven't been such a good girl for you, I am the mean one, I have been using you. I never meant to do so, but I guess that's just how you see it. Despite me being the devious one, I was browsing through your pictures, and it got me thinking, what would happen if I was the girl in the picture but not with you? Would you just act normal when the exs and ohs just popped out asking me out, or calling me? Would you? Would you? I doubt that. I don't know if those 8 letters can soften my heart anymore. My feelings towards you won't ever change, I will always love you, perhaps more and more. We both have our own mistakes, we aren't perfect, not at all, but...

I am just...wondering. 

Just, got, me, thinking.

A Day to Remember - If It Means a Lot to You

dis is how my life is right now . dis song explain everything . everytyme i hear it , it makes me felt gone n i cant get enough of it . im torturing myself . izit ?

APABILA OTAK TIDAK BERFUNGSI

lepak with TyraArshad! Damn best weh! Macam macam dibuatnya. Haha 

MAMAAAAAAAAAAA

dis women had produce n giv birth to me at 26.dec93 night . thank you n iloveyou.  ASMAWATI JUSOH .(DUN FIND HER ON FB) haha . u love to talked craps , laughing , mocking ppl , so many on .my attitude is moree like u ma , many ppl said dat to me ma . tapi kakak tak suka MEMBEBEL macam mama . HAHAHA . so pleaseeee jgn membebel coz i hate to hear it even it is 4 my own good . dia salu pesan 'dun get so high in love , u muda n kiddy dont know much bout love . if dah ada bf pon , make sure u was able to cope wif ur studies and it will deface ur studies . aku hanya mampu senyum2 kambing n replied "yes mam ."HAHA. if u read dis , giv some feedback such as MONEY or ur CREDIT CARD ! hahaha u my money maker . $$$$$$$$

pee-ing in my pants :)

OVER TAK ? aku nak SHOW OFF kat korg yg aku dah BF n not a LOSER ! kamon , raise a glass for me ! at 1st i meet him , malu2 taik kucing but seems dia pon bengom2 mcm aku so aku x bape nak malu sgt . NASRUL AFIQ .pathway aku ngn dia pon xde lah best sgt . first it starts with break up aku ngn ex aku (x perlu mention nama kot) , then new frenship start dgn kambing nama NASRUL AFIQ   nie lah  , then our EMOTION are form , then an actions take place , next our FEELING become MUTUAL , so on moves are made and FEELING are shared , LASTLY , love is created <3

BABY DENOSO

MUHAMMAD NASRUL AFIQ BIN ABD HADI <3 . ni lah ANAK GHIMAU yg menyeri kan hari2 aku .  hahaha . kenal secara tak sengaja dlm myspace . dia ni kwn czn aku yg plg bengom di dunia (TUAN MOHD AZLI) azli baga @ MAMBA . hahaha . jange maroh boh . aku sampai skrg pon dok PK mcm mane aku boleh lekat dgn si KAMBING  nie . I HATE THE WAY I COULDNT HATE YOU AND THE FACT I'LL OWEZ LUV YOU NO MATTER WHAT YOU PUT ME THROUGH . MY HEART IS YOURS , TO FILL OR BURST , TO BREAK OR BURY AND CAN WEAR AS JEWELRY . I KNOW YOU DONT BELIEVE I MEAN THIS MUCH TO YOU , BUT I PROMISE YOU DAT I DO . hahaha . JIWANG dak?

ALIFF IRFAN ASMAWEE (notty littla czn)

si BERRY2 nie menyambut ulangtahun hari membesar dia . hahaha . SELAMAT ULANGTAHUN YG KE-3 yeahh budak kecik :) . jgn suka gigit org okay ? u bttr cut ur hair b4 i cut it off . i hate to see it . ALIFF IRFAN @ SI BERRY2 . nak jadi  CHUCKIE  konon lah ek ? hahaha lawak lah lu nie . 

There is Time

Hi hello,

I miss how you would put your ego aside just to make me feel okay although I was the one who should be doing that. I miss how you would grab my hand whenever you had the chance. I miss how you would kiss me when you just felt like it. I miss how you would crack with me and do your weird voice that made me laughed so hard. I miss how you would act so cute just to manja-manja with me. I miss how you would walk beside me. I miss how you would never leave me behind. I miss how you would never be mad at me especially when you were spending time with me. I miss how you would layan diri with me but I know you can't do that now since your not here and leave me alone to ur lovely house. I miss how you would call me baby that would just put a smile on my face. I miss how we would pass a day without fighting. I miss how we can just on the phone without quarelling. I just miss EVERYTHING. I might sound like some selfish bitch. I'm sorry. I miss US. and HAPPY BORNDAY TO ME :'(

FOR YOU :'(

Drunk in Love

Fucking hell!

my head is banging!

Drunk some liquor, jager

&

messaged every boy in my contacts last night

WTF!

WTF!

WTF!

Birthday aku sebulan lagi weh! Not yesterday!

The amount of liquor I consumed last night should have me dead.

But I got drunk in bed all by myself you losers go to parties

&

drink like losers
&

actually socialize fucking weirdos

L for Loser or Lilbro?

my enemy since 27.08.2002

My favorite childhood movie yeah!

Harry potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1 & 2 Poster

Natasha iz fuckin' excited yeah! Nanti dah ada anak i make sure nak suruh my kid layan HP jugak! Ishhhh selalu berangan nak masuk Hogwarts! Hahaha wujud ke masalahnya 😆 Tapi kan, dia release time raya so afer raya mesti ajak Mr H pergi tengok yeah! Kalini mesti nervous banyak banyak kali sebab dorg kena kejar dengan Death Eaters dan Snatchers (freelancer kepada Death Eaters untuk menangkap sesiapa yang half blood). Also, tashabar-shabar nak tengok ada tak adegan asmaradana antara watak watak utamanya, Hermione dengan Ron, Harry dengan Ginny. Hekhek gatainya Natasha Amiera ni! 😝Ishhh cepatlah Raya! Sapa yang dah tengok nanti then spoil kan siap lah! Aku korek mata korg! Nah belanja sikit! Meow meow.

Teringat moment Ginny first nampak Harry masa sleepover dekat rumah dia. Hahaha cute namateyyyy! I tod Harry end up dgn Cho Chang but totally aku salah!

Alkaline Trio - Radio

Shaking like a dog shittin' razorblades

Waking up next to nothing after dreaming of you and me

I'm waking up all alone, waking up so relieved

While you're taking your time with apologies

I'm making my plans for revenge

Red eyes on orange horizons

If Columbus was wrong, I'd drive straight off the edge

I'd drive straight off the edge

Taking your own life with boredom

I'm taking my own life with wine

It helps you to rule out the sorrow

It helps me to empty my mind

Making the most of a bad time

I'm smoking the brains from my head

Leaving the coal calling the kettle black and orange and red

This kettle is seeing red

I've got a big fat fuckin' bone to pick with you my darling

In case you haven't heard I'm sick and tired of trying

I wish you would take my radio to bathe with you

Plugged in and ready to fall

Shaking like a dog shittin' razorblades

Waking up next to nothing after dreaming of you and me

Waking up all alone, waking up so relieved

While you're taking your time with apologies

I'm planning out my revenge

Red eyes on orange horizons

If Columbus was wrong I'd drive straight off the edge

I'm seeing red

I've got a big fat fuckin' bone to pick with you my darling

In case you haven't heard, I'm sick and tired of trying

I wish you would take my radio to bathe with you

Plugged in and ready to fall

Plugged in and ready to fall

Plugged in and ready to fall

Plugged in and ready to fall