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Thursday, February 23

simple thing !

"Life is simple but girls tend to make it complicated." 
 This phrase was said by a chap. I must admit his words are true. If you are famished, eat. If you are thirsty, drink. If you are dumb, study. If you are bored, go out. If you are running out of cash, ask for it. If you are lonely, come on having a boyfriend isn't everything; besides, friends are always a phone call away. If you think you are ugly, shut up everyone is beautiful in her own way. If you think you are fat, exercise. If you hate your hair, change it. If you are short, wear heels. And, this goes on. Life is and can be simple but sometimes something so simple end up being complicated because of what we ponder, say and do.

Thursday, February 16

lost mind because of u !

I'm a girl that always has my phone on hands, headphones in ears and this one guy in my mind ♥ NA






I tried sketching the other day, I don't think what I doodled with a pencil on that A3 sized butter paper even deserved to be called a sketch. I haven't felt inspired lately. I hope this is just some phase I'm going through because I would hate to know that I can't draw anything decent anymore. Come to think of it, have I ever drew anything decent?
I dont know how to say how much i miss my boy Nasrul Afiq. Hmmmm. Undesribable :') Everywhere i go, i keep remember him . Hmmmm . Proof, at my uncle shop, i draw us at a piece tissue paper. Then, daydream at office . Wrote his name everywhere include in my heart .
My grandma scold me because i stole her egg and draw a crap thing . HAHAHA sorrey omma ! Love you !
I miss him . For a week he left me to Kelantan -> Ganu -> Pahang.
I mention him on my twitter that "I HAD DONOR ONE OF MY BODY PART TO HIM WHICH IS CALL HEART" :') 
Baby, i wonder u know how much i miss you !

Done !
Show off baju baru sikit ! 
;p
okthxbai !

Saturday, February 4

less drama and it's begin !

welcome February 2012 ....

I hope for a better year ...

less tears, less heart aches, less memories of a broken heart ....

more smiles, more laughter, and more pleasures of the heart ....

welcome February 2012  ...

....I hope you wont let me down....

Friday, February 3

wrecked


I'm trying to describe what I'm feeling as of now, but I'm having a very hard time trying to put these feelings into words. 


What am I feeling? Many things at once. 

I feel like i'm going backwards. Like i'm making all the wrong choices. Like i'm about the crack. 

Nothing in particular is wrong. -but these little things, just piling up, taunting me, waiting for me to crack. 

I should be able to open up to people who i'm close to, but I can't. 

I can't find the words to express what i'm feeling. I feel like i'm drowning in this feeling. 

This feeling has been the reason I've been hating being alone. -because being left alone with my thoughts is torture. Agonizing. 

I'm wreck. 

Whats the point?

Thursday, February 2

Found !

Spruce my things yesterday and suddenly found my dooodolls ! Whoaaaa . HAHA . Silly thing . 
Me and my ex buy that stupid fucking thing .Thanks to him . Each doll's got their own name 
and meaning . Still doesnt have time to study it ! 2008 thing came back ! WTF ? 
And suddenly me remember him !
Oh God ! Miss him ! Miss him ! Errr sorry ! I MISS THIS TIME . Okay ?Suddenly ! I D K Y !
Get this feeling away please ! 
We bought this thing together . Not sure wether he still keep that .





First time in my life I'd wore dress went to Pavi. Ngeeeee . Quite funny but he kept cool ! HAHAHA  . 
2008 benda ni famous gilaaa ! Brang it to school and everyone loves it !
Btw, click on the link below to see the meaning of each dolls .