18 punya chocolate !

Haaaaaaaaaaaaa . See this . Attractive kan ? Anak Haram ! Nak makan pon rasa sayang ja .

Mana2 lelaki yang GS macam Farhan Khairi maybe akan simpan sampai tumbuk kulat and x makan . 

HAHAHAHAHA

Sorry Paan :* 

Saja gurau !

noted !

Rolling with NA !

9th October 2011 .
He accompany me to Subang Avenue !
At first I'd sulking for my bad hair toward him then we went for a saloon up there :)
Thanks NASRUL !

Nahhhh ! This man named ROY ! 

Then, we reached to 4th floor for some exciting and interesting shit up there . 

HAHAHA

Each of us got Free Member Card :)

Totally AWESOME .

kan Nasrul ?

Actually I lost my writin mood ! 

Nahhhhh

BYE :)

What Does It Mean ?

My life has been filled with lots of unpleasant moments lately . But today , today I reached rock bottom . Despite the fact what happened approximately 4 hours ago threw a big impact to not just me but my family as well , I don't feel at all lost . To be honest , I actually felt ..relieved . I felt like I could breathe again , like I could just be myself without having any insecurities or deal with unnecessary drama . For the first time in weeks , perhaps maybe months , at that precise moment , I don't feel the need to change  . I felt absolutely fine being myself.

Thx Kak Wanie

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Thanks Kak Wani :)

Geram tengok mata dia bulat gotey !

HEK3

ILY <3 CWL

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Hugs

Hello mellow ,

someone asked me for a hug , 

a real hug but I couldn't afford to give that special someone a real hug so I have decided to give a hug through a picture :(

He'd replied my HUG !

wohoo <3 Nasrul Afiq

thx baby !

I Miss You !

ALONE

"Domestic violence and abuse are used for one purpose and one purpose only : to gain and maintain total control over you . An abuser doesn’t “play fair .” Abusers use fear , guilt , shame , and intimidation to wear you down and keep you under his or her thumb . Your abuser may also threaten you , hurt you , or hurt those around you . Domestic abuse often escalates from threats and verbal abuse to violence . And while physical injury may be the most obvious danger , the emotional and psychological consequences of domestic abuse are also severe . Emotionally abusive relationships can destroy your self-worth , lead to anxiety and depression , and make you feel helpless and alone . No one should have to endure this kind of pain — and your first step to breaking free is recognizing that your situation is abusive . Once you acknowledge the reality of the abusive situation , then you can get the help you need . The most telling sign is fear of your partner . If you feel like you have to walk on eggshells around your partner — constantly watching what you say and do in order to avoid a blow-up . Other signs that you may be in an abusive relationship include a partner who belittles you or tries to control you , and feelings of self-loathing , helplessness , and desperation ."

Mhmmmmm .

Real Steel Best Movie Ever

I have never come anywhere near the word "interested" or "fascinated" when it comes to robots . Well except that year back in 2003 where my school had a field trip to Petrosains in KLCC and they showed us these robotic stuff so I got into it for like a week before I moved on with life . I never understood why people were so fanatical about Transformers and Iron Man , I mean its just heavy metal walking around and talking in a monotone voice . Oh and they fight , big deal . But after watching Reel Steel , I took back everything I have ever said or silently thought of robots . It was amazeballs ! And I have never believed in that word before until I saw the movie because it was ridiculously awesome . Plus I sort of cried during the father-son scenes . Hehehehehe .And , while Zeus get fought with Atom , all spectator in my cinema raise up and clap out loud ! So fucking AWESOME . I never watch a fascinated movie such this . SEMANGAT GILER KAN ? 

We're Boo !

We tend to hurt the people we love . Have you heard of that phrase before ? I'm sure everyone has . Despite the truth that lies in the saying , it doesnt mean its okay for anyone to do so . Because eventually , they will just get sick and tired of being the punching bag and realise that some things aren't worth the pain anymore . Don't wait til they walk away for you to see the damage you have done . Blaming others is just an escape escape clause . Have a look in the mirror once in a while , do you see your mistakes ? Do you see your flaws ?

Kau Perfect kan (?)

Sometimes distance changes things . It does that to people . Though , you can't just blame distance . You need effort as well .  A relationship that once was so close now becomes just a vague memory .

DICK !

Admit it , we are all lost . We are all still eagerly searching for an identity . We do things we swore on our lives we would never do . Look at us now , look where we are . You think you're unique , you think you're one of a kind . Hate to disappoint but you're not . In the next six months , you'll change whatever it is you strongly feel about . Your whole perception of things , of life , will change . Its inevitable . We're just kids , how could we possibly stick to what we say ?

Natural Disaster (!)

Have been about 2 months we didnt meet and at last He'd came for me . I mean not for me but he'd came early for his interview due to me . Lovely kan ? I miss him and I couldnt stand when he's not beside me . Yet , am always sick while he's not with me . I dont know what curse do get into me . Hmmmm . Maybe am the one who'd manja and always want him to flatter me . Sorry . Didnt mean to cumber you . I just want you to know that I NEED YOU LIKE YOU NEED ME :(
Thanks dear , plus a thousand sorry sebab I always scold and threw my tempered at you while you're innocent . My fault . And you should understand I'd bear a heavy burden . That is all . Am wrote this just want to remind you about our day we had last week .
Okthxbai :')

Eye On The Sky

An usual phenomenon where a halo of light appeared around the moon got social network users abuzz with excitement . Known as lunar halo , it appeared at around 11pm yesterday and was visible in the Malaysian Sky . I standing outside my house and having my conversation with my uncle Syam then my phone beep from one of my BBM contact which broadcast his friend's including me to look at the moon . Whoaaaa :) Then i shout to Nasrul and ask him to come outside and saw what had I saw . So damn beautiful ! Allah Almighty ! Those that missed the sighting bemoaned the miss opportunity . I guess so :) Nice date for this phenomenon 9.10.11 !

Nicki Minaj - Super Bass By Sophia Grace Brownlee

Damn ! AWESOME ! come to mama ! whoaaa ! gonna teach my daughter soon like this and for sure her dad will scold us . bhahahah !

Fullhouse with Boo

Nasrul ! I love this ! Thanks for being my driver . I mean my handsome personal driver ! Nahhhhhhhhhh !

Hahaha . I love this moment . We move like Jagger . Buas macam Kera pon ada . Right ? Hey , come on ! That is normal . We have no secret between us .Whole of my family Love him . Yeahhhh . Dia sangat rajin ! Berlakon je kot . Maybe ? He' pass ! hahaha

Handsome Lah Dia .

Sometime Im thinking that I dont deserve him .

I Love to bite ppl .

Al-Funghi Spaghetti .

I ate this then he took mine :(

Bad him !

Belong to him .

Black Pepper Chicken Grilled .

Strawberry & Vanilla Milkshake .

He'd been copied me .

X Sedap ! 

Boo !

Mine one is Tiramisu Bubble Hoca

We changed our beverage later then .

HAHAHAHAHA .

He said that 

"Syg , ada cina lah kat belakang"

i love this pict

His face was cool man !

The End.

Hey Rara Zikri :(

Am just heard aboutr Rara Zikri yesterday . Am noticed it when i stalk this pages CWL Pages  thru Facebook . hmmmmm . Poor her . Young and pretty . God , save her . She still young . And I cant stop wondering why does God test her that way . Maybe she did something before or maybe not . God can test everyone he wants to . God , test me and treat me in good way if you need to . Am scared to be me . A lot of sin inside me . Am no killed , raped and harsh them but am bullied , throw bad words and so on . Forgive me . Am not a good enough to call myself as a Muslim . :'(
People , please do pray for Rara even you're can donate her something .
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Rara Zikri Contribution Page

IKEA *Meatball*

Me , Nasrul , Puteri and Baby head-ed to Ikea Damansara to try some the best meatball ever in Kuala Lumpur . Then we company Nasrul to Ikano Power Centre and help him to be his judges . Hahaha . He loves the Meatball's gravy . We had a same taste . Ouchhh . Best . We act like a small kids which is been brang by my auntie who'd became our baby sitter on that day . HAHAHAH ! stupidiot !

we got our own driver named Farah . 

HAHAHA .

Stupid game that we play . 

*wink2*

He ate a lot !

Chicken Wing , Meatball , Fries and so on .

I didnt mind as long as he's happy .

home

I have always loved staying at hotels . Its not really just hotels , anywhere actually that has a swimming pool although my house got one and in renovation , elevators and anywhere far from my hometown . Don't take this the wrong way , I love my home , I love Lee-Chateau , theres no place like home , right ? But I have always liked this feeling of going places where nobody knows me . I love waking up in the morning , get my breakfast and walk to places I have never been before , hoping to find adventure . And when the night falls in around me , I'll go back , still hoping for the same thing tomorrow .

im FRAGILE .

Truth is , I'm not okay , not at all . This smile on my face covers it up . I feel useless . I can't stop underestimating myself . I feel stupid .  I hate myself for being so emotional , so sensitive , so soft/kind-hearted and how I am filled with negative thoughts . Everyone keeps telling me about their future , where will they go , what will they do and I'm just there feeling lost .