FINISH WHAT HAD YOU STARTED .

fuck . unnatural selection . staying calm in a stressful situation . the clock is ticking . everyone's counting on me. which wire shud i cut ? damn ! my baby NA pon stress out dgn exam dia . dis week was a horrible week ! fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck ! cried out LOUD ! kene marah , kene boom , then bla bla bla . hate it . apa salah aku pon xtaw . macam xdak motif nak marah2 n emo2 . aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :'( how to keep cool when the pressure mounts me ? he asked me keep smiling eventhough aku tgh marah . but he ? okay . im just fine . he just stress diz week . and plus i left him behind while he need me . he sicked . im sorry NA .

come , love me .

Okay , so I've been posting up really short and pointless posts up lately and I thought I should put one post up which is REALLY long but yet full detailed of what I've been up to . Even though that's now what at my point of view blogs are for . ANYWAY, works been better for me . It isn't horrible anymore . And , honestly , I think it's cause I feel like I finally have friends :) *Aww moment. HAHA . HI ANIZZZZZZ ! :D Hahaha. Yes , she's awesome . i mean fucking awesome . jaga HARDWARE sebelah office aku . hey new friends . nice to know you :) 

playing something of what ????????

hey , today tiba2 angin nak main GAME ! hahaha . ishhhh . perangai2 . semalam kene LECTURE dgn ABANG NASRUL ! hek3 . si CJ nie ajar aku main game . best . but i dont know much how to played . its FUN actually . IRRESISTIBLE . dalam family , aku DOWN giler if discuss pasal game . hahaha . kalau setakat main game F1 bodoh yg jalan straight je tu mmg aku pandai lah . hek2 . bukak je GAME , rasa cam nak BUNUH DIRI . omaigosh . OBSESSED . hahaaaaaaa . teruk2 . kalau family aku taw aku main game nie , for sure balik nanti kene ejek . hahaha . RIDICULE x sudah2 . hahaha . dok main game bahaya . main doktor2 . hek3 . x sempat nak main kecik2 dulu so bila besar balas dendam . HAHA .aku jadi NURSE . wowwww . aku paling xsuka jadi NURSE tapi nurse dalam game nie mengancam terukkk ! seksi habisssss ! perasan ada body camtu dua saat . kih3 . abeh mati patients aku . lantak p laaa . tgk staff2 aku hot2 taw !

HOT KAN ? eeeeeee .

tergugat kalau pak aku tgk !

important thing is we two got a same mole .

i mean where is the mole locate . 

HAHAHA

LIFE IN HOSPITAL WAS HARD .

when i was young , once before doctor was list in my ambition .

but now i dont want to be a DOCTOR .

i might kill people and some will blame me for the death .

HEART-BROKEN ! no mess around !

im a LIAR because i wont tell you everything ,

im STUPID bcause sometimes im WRONG ,

im UGLY because my face isn't PERFECT ,

im a PUSHOVER because i like making people HAPPY ,

im a LOSER because im a not friend with your GROUP ,

im FAKE because im too NICE too you ,

im WEIRD because im not LIKE you ,

im CLINGY because i dont like to be ALONE ,

im INSECURE because i CARE about what people think of me ,

im no FUN because im not always HYPER ?

im try to tell you who i am

because i know you still dont know me yet .

i CHERISH every moment i have with you .

when i woke up everyday ,

you are the FIRST thought in my head in the morning ,

and u also my LAST thought before i go to my bed .

NATASHA AMIERA :(

SPM result release 2011

honestly, im not feeling well because TODAY ! i cannot make my mom PROUD . sorrey mama . my fault sbb too confident :( waaaaaa . nak menangis sbb x belajar elok2 BUT , thank GOD xdak FAILED . main2 . tats all . im not in my mood to publish anythng . babai !

she's so fake and my heart of negativity

This topic of losing friends... makes me feel so uncomfortable. Here they are making it public as ever their hatred . I'd like to be . -but only problem is .. who am I ? People say , "You are who you are" . People also say , "You can be anything you want to be" . So which is it ? If I try to be... something specific , am I being fake ? Am I not being true to myself ? -but then yet again , what is my true self ?

How do I truly know who I am right now is really who I am ? How can anyone know ? Is it even possible ? "This is who I am, and I can't change who I am"..Is being fake when you feel like you're lying about yourself ? -but what if we're so used to lying to ourselves and being so convincing that one day we ourself can't be sure of which or was ever the real "me".

"She's so fake". Something I hear get thrown a lot in conversations amongst people these days. I ask myself , how do they know she's fake ? eventhough i know she is not she was . but y ? y did she did that ? i read her blog . and like i dont know her , i pretend myself to be familiar with her . imma FAKE too yeah . but just for her . maybe .  What if thats .. her . The real her . you know who you are , you are the girl in the mirror . go and get yourself . and btw , do not publish a thing thats can makes boys OVERTHROW girl such as (AKU RINDU KENANGAN DENGAN ANG , MASA KITA STAY SAMA2 , SEBUMBUNG , SELANCAU and SEWAKTU DENGAN NYA ) okay ? respect others . bukan kau sorg perempuan kat dunia nie . jgn laaa tunjuk kat orang yg kau tu BITCH even you're NOT ! got it ? God has given you one face, and you make yourself another . I know that you believe you understand what you think I said , but I'm not sure you realize that what you heard is not what I meant .
because that's total bullshit . Of course you can change ! Everyone can , it's just a matter of you admitting the problem and having the initiative to bloody change .


So let me ask you again...

Is how you are now who you thought you'd be? Are you proud of who you are? Of how you've become? Ask yourself that .
Yes, some people do change . Maybe for the better . Or maybe not . But , when someone comes up to you and has the guts to tell you that you've changed for the worse , oh god , take that as a wake up call . And try to change and don't give the fucking reason .
How can you tell apart fakes from the .. not .

Everybody change. So are there such people who actually are who they are ? Or is the change apart of who they are ?

Are you who you are ?

Is there even such a thing as actually being who you TRULY are ?


-Or maybe I just think this way cause I'm so unsure of who I actually am .


Hard keeping your chin up when you keep losing friends . I have to accept the fact that some people are really genuine and some are just there for ... god know's why .

The Death Calling !

mampos lah aku . hari ni aku buat office banjir ! DAMN ! hahaha . LAWAK pon ada . nasib CLEANER tu pandai settle . ni semua gara2 ikan bodo tulah . menyampah aku . actually , i should not blame everything at the fish , it is the WEED fault ! kalau xde WEED bodo yang mahal nak mampos kos RM10,000 tu , mesti office xkan banjir hari ni . kalau bukan sebab ikan tu yg jadi mangsa utk stay dalam aqua tu source kepada weed BODOH kuasadua tu , mmg aku dah xmaw isi air . haih *sigh* . nasib baik si CJ masuk tengok . Boss , kenapa saya yg nak kene isi air oksigen utk aquarium bodoh tu ? bukan keje saya . nasib baik boss ade , nak je aku racun ikan dia tu ! Now it smells awful ! Moldy smelling

btw boss otw dtg , dia belanje KFC utk whole staff .

weeeeeee

Black eyed peas - Don't stop the party (New song 2011)

Black Eyed Peas - Just Can't Get Enough

harrods , i want you !

My eyes are swollen maybe cause I overslept . I woke up at 8 today with a massive headache , i checked my phone , there's no text from nasrul . maybe my baby still sleeping . he rang my phone lastnyte til 4a.m . aaaaaaaa . dah lama x manja2 dengan dea . after I brushed my teeth went outside for brunch , I was really hungry , I'm always hungry nowadays . hmmmm . lewat . again ? oh man . isokey . chill . shower singing today . LOUDLY til semua orang x boleh tido . haaaaa . serve for your right sebab xnak hantar saya kerja . werkkkk :p done my shower , i went to dapur again to drink something and i found something special . i might HYSTERIA bila nampak benda nie . nothing special pon sebenar nya . it is CHOCOLATE . dengar tak ? CHOCOLATE . again , CHOCOLATE . haaaaa . my drug . memang addicted lah bro . dis thing boleh bikin gaduh besar satu rumah . ishhh3 . Natasha2 , macam budak2 . tibe2 rasa nak makan HARRODS . oh mama , balik laaa cepat . bring me to Bangsar and buy that drug for me . i need it . pleaseeeeee :( call mama n she said , okay petang nie mama going back to KL . yeay . melompat . hahaha . sham geleng kepala tgk aku . aku gelak jela . hekhekhek . LEWAT OH LEWAT . ape2 jela . sorry for this boring post , I gotta start cleaning my closet again . babai :)

i cant stand it anymore .

im starving dis fucking shit .

damn .

this is the most favorite .

mama , i want dis fucking truffle for 10 luggage .

it still not enough .

si comel :)

HAPPY BORNDAY

ELVI NARRESSA ♥

selamat membesar budak kecik .

YOU'RE OFFICIALLY SIXTEEN NOW 

may god bless you :)

HAPPY .

14.MARCH.1995

saturday smiled :)

today , he takes my breath away . oh man ! GEMBIRA . TERsangat2 . and today rasa safe and secure sbb si DIA jaga and tunggu aku . ishhhhhh . ohhhhh im MELTING ! x pena ada lelaki sanggup teman aku lama2 . first time kot ! RARE ! hahaha . sorry if i had burden u a lot . today , he's here , by my side , used to guide me, to talk to me, to lend a shoulder to cry on, to kiss me goodnight, to say goodmorning each time the sun rises. THANK YOU NASRUL AFIQ . and today , it's my first time makan facing dengan si DIA . aku tak pernah makan facing dgn lelaki . i mean bkn family aku . haaaaaa . malu . nak TERkencing rasa . tapi okay gak , sampai bila nak malu dgn DIA . aku pon xtaw nape . mmg dari kecik aku x suka makan facing dgn lelaki . then tgk wayang citew cartoon 3D . sakit mata aku . ishhhhh !

I think I look ugly here, 

but like whatever, 

I think my faggot looks good here so like yeah,

 I'll sacrifice my face for once.

first time tgk cartoon dgn dea .

(MARS NEED MOM)

BEST GILER .

HAHAHA .

it's AMUSE n BANTER us .

im smiling thru his phone !

delete dis pict b !

it's not NICE .

dis is my fav pict .

awwwww .

he's sweet .

swear to god .

he draw me in this blank paper

and describe me how am i .

sedih pon ade .

actually bukan sedih laaa .

but TERHARU .

yelah .

i felt MOVED .

kenapa ?

x tahu lah kenapa .

tapi best .

you never fail to make me smile, you know that?

btw , today kita dah half year lah nasrul

ehek ehek :')

we are 6 months together now

hey boy ,

i wish i kud stop the world 

and ask the whole world to stare at me

and hear I said

Happy Six Month Anniversary Hot Faggot ♥ 

ILOVEYOUU <3

and remember ,

(if a girl can put up with you thru your worst days,

 and still stick with you and your mistakes, 

then you shouldn't let her go)

right ?

My Dad Dressed Me :)

Wassap wassap berasap yo ?

Hahaha , that phrase is stuck in my mind . So , how am I lately ? Things are getting better , I guess ? WORK is really tiring. No i mean , REALLY tiring. Like a vacuum sucking out the existance of 'energy' and 'sleep' , pffft. Dgn nak kene g site  lagi , fuishhhh . today keje halfday . penat . semalam tido lewat n tadi bangun lambat . HAHAHA . membebel mama sbb kene kejot byk kali . today papa n mama hantar so x payah nak kene survive sorg2 . hehehe . papa match kan baju untuk aku sebab aku x tahu nak pakai apa and after work aku cakap aku nak g tengok wayang ngan Nasrul . so papa suggest supaya aku pakai x formal . first time papa jadi fashion designer aku . but then gelak2 sampai lebam sbb dok perli mama membebel . btw , semalam secara x sengaja aku TERcalarkan lips kereta mama . sumpah cuak . nasib sham dah polish n x nampak calar . dah laa org tua tu baru spray bumper depan dea bulan lepas . adehhhhh . to Sham , thanks bro sbb tlg aku . hahaha . but manja , anis n ejat ade ,. so , i got my witness wth me . tulah , kereta dah okay g kasi lowered lah , tukar adjustable lah . ishhhhh . mangsa nyer AKU lah ! anak sendiri . bukan langgar orang pon but just TERscratch sikit je . tu pon kat bawah . sorry ma . gara2 nak g beli topup and ice lah ni . hmmmmm . xpe , sooner or later mama akan tahu jugak . berbalik kepada cerita asal , lepas dah match baju apa semua , papa n mama hantar then it's too early sbb today x jammed . saturday kan . so g lah bekpes kat McD. ada abg2 kacak baru balik jogging . TERgugat iman tengok . HAHAHA

anak papa makan banyak macam wife papa .

MUKA PUCAT .

HAHAHA

<3

there is no reason to be HATER !

I love swings!

They just made my day ;)

The higher I reach, the happier I am.

Oh oh don't forget bout the slide too.

A nice place to play Natasha Amiera.

But can i know , with who ?

Alone ?

Unsecure ?
Unsafe ?

WTF ?

Loser ?

Okay stop .

Enough for today .

Go and get your life .

Mind your OWN BUSINESS .

Be yourself .

Hope you will fine .

Get well soon .

It is not my mistake .

THANK YOU .

MENYEMAK !

dude pls. stop following my blogspot. stop adding me on facebook. stop following my twitter. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. i know how you people cant keep your mouth shut. i would like my personal space. so just go away. fuck. SRSLY , unfollow me on twitter. DO IT. twitter is my most personal space. menyemak ok. aku geli lah dengan kau ! so , GO AWAY ! 

Think We Kissed But I Forgot

Have you ever wished you could help someone so badly but there's just nothing you can do? Well, that's how I feel right now. I'm no love guru, I mean seriously, its just something most people believe in. But who really knows the meaning? We are all in this place where everyone convinces themselves that love is the best thing out there or no other feeling is greater than it. Fess up people, do you really know what it is? Cause I have no clue.

Planet Earth, you scare the living shit out of me.


Since I was 12 , I told myself I wanted to become a graphic designer. But now , Im looking into architechture. 

This is how I see it : The universe has a group of accepted people (Presidents , Doctors , Pharmacists , Queen of England , Prime Ministers , Engineers , Lawyers , Madonna , Elton John etc) And since i love art so very much , architecture is the closest career thats related to art and this accepted group of successors. Forgive me if Im not making sense , Im tired. Sigh sigh sigh and a million more sighs. I am eighteen and I don't know what I want to do as a career. It seems like everyone has set their mind on a certain field and I'm the only one left behind. I think I mentioned architecture a few months ago. I don't have a passion for architecture, honest. Classic buildings and vintage pillars are great and all but... sigh. 

I somehow feel like doing journalism now. If I was given the chance to be a journalist, I'd be a fashion journalist. I don't want to end up in jail for saying this but Malaysian fashion is not in a good state. I would love to study abroad but I don't want to go away for so long. I might forget my roots and not to mention customs and religion and all that. Sometimes I feel like my skull might just crack open. 

i was just looking for something DUMB to do !

Hellow mellow,

Reminiscing the past was when I realized that everything so funny now. What I did in the past was just, oh my, hilarious? Pretending I was drinking beer or some alcoholic drink when I was actually drinking sparkling juice. Pretending as if I was in a club partying when I was actually singing/dancing in Red Box. Thinking I looked good. Looking at those pictures, made me realized how immature I was and HOW FAT I WAS. Not to say that I am not now, but AT LEAST, way better than last time. Hahahahaha, I seriously can't stop laughing thinking about it. Like, WHAT WAS I THINKING MAN?!? How fast time flies and how fast people changed. There were certain people who always looked down on me because of my social life, but now they are actually worst. If only I can just tell them how shocked I am right now, how disappointed I am. Yet again, I should start keeping things to myself. Should start to learn to not care about other people as the more you care the more you will get hurt. Not that they care about me though. I should just care about those people who actually cares about me. I have a good guy by my side, few good friends, and I have my family.

hell !

aku pening . aku nak balik . nie je status aku sampai aku dapat balik . damn ! boss gedik ajak g site :(

my babyyyyyyyyyyyyy

 i wish i kud hav a cute baby one day . phewwww . APA AKU MENGARUT NIE ? taw laaaa tengah demam tapi jgn laaaaa tulis macam2 . hahaha . gilaaaaaa besttt if ada betoi2 . hahaha . if mintak baby ngan nasrul , agak2 dea terajang aku dak ? maybe lah kot kan ? hahaha . garang x bertempat . aku nak baby girl , but then nasrul mesti nak baby boy . haishhhhhh ! GERAM ku ! dah2 . xmaw gaduh ! tgk je dapat ape . rezeki yg x boleh dirancang . but wait , who said so xleh plan ? hahaha . bg baby galz dulu lah then bwu process baby boy . k ? weeeeee . suka2 hati aku je nak demand camtu . ishhhhh . geram tgk org len dah ade anak . bilaaa laaa turn aku nak kahwen . orang cakap susah tapi cambest je . awwwww . so LOVELY  . hakktuiii !  nama anak xtaw nak create apa . but mesti lah start from N and middle letak A . sebab nama aku Natasha Amiera n nama dia Nasrul Afiq . NA. haaaaaaaaaaaaa . gedik kan ? hekhekhek

nak produce baby must take action between two person :)

my only baby girl :)

baby boy , tu pon if sempat process tapi memerlukan GAP yg lama .

hahaaaaaaa . kecik2 dah gatai macam pak dea !

nasrul pakai spec , so anak kami pon possibilty pakai . macam nasun kan ? kah3

LMFAO

anak mama yang FASHIONISTAAAA bebeh

our :)

aku dah xtaw nak buat apa sampai tiba2 tulis mende nie . 

hahaha .

buang tebiat 

xde keje

bosss pon xdak p jalan2

MITCH LUCKER SUCKER !

he was AWESOMEEEE . DAMNLY ! ishhhhh . bila kita nak couple dua wey ? haha . macam dia faham aku tnya camni . "dia dah kawen laaa sha", kata aboy . kenape ? "kalau kawen xleh cerai ka ?", kata TASHA . kan ?  hahaha . GILA !

As... I look up to you

A cold carved stone, that i look up to for guidance

Now your lost smashed to pieces, by this hammer I have

With this I swear you'll crumble, reaping what I have, cold cry

Your face your guidance wont be in vein, last time

Your face, not again! Forget your face? I count this, 

Watching crumbling down, from the sky 

And with this hammer you will crumble! From the sky, you will crumble, 

from the sky, destroy such beauty, count the lies on my own fingertips, 

Destroy such beauty, death awaits

Destroy such beauty!

Please forgive me 

ILOVEYOUU ! 

totally pissed off !

Okay, I hate Online Blogshop Owners who are irresponsible. WTH? You created a blogshop, then you should keep checking your mails everyday lah! What if someone(okay it's me my auntie) needs the items urgently? I sent an email to you last Friday and you still have NOT reply my email yet. Hell lah if you're away and you can't check your email then you should announce it at your blogshop lah! If you went into the hospital (not cursing you, I said IF) then it's forgivable lah. But it's not the first time already you know?! If you're gonna continue being so irresponsible then you better close your blogshop NOW. !@#$%^&* f .

colour !

Changed my blog layout again, and edited it. It's brown in color actually but I changed it to black . Damn it I'm so into black , recently always. Keep waking up late these few days, maybe I shall really get an alarm clock? No. Alarms doesn't work for me. how ? met lots of friends dis week . Especially the special one. Short update because of the sexy babe said I didn't update my blog for decades. I am really busy now. Goodbye and have a nice day pal :)

Christina Perri - Jar of Hearts Official Video

this song is about a girl would loved a boy with every part of her and he loved her deeply but he didn't fully understand what he had when he was with her, breaking up was the hardest decision she had to make, she could see he felt something for someone else even though he said he still loved her and would deny any feelings for the other girl, but he wanted to see if there was something better and not settle down just yet for he was only so young, so after she had enough of the lies she left him and he chose to purse the other girl, but all the while his first love was on his mind. She was still heart broken and still loved him, but hates what he did to her at the same time. even looking at him brought memories of what they had together, and she felt as though no one could replace what she had with him. a year goes by and throughout the year the boy stays with the other girl but knows it was not anywhere near the magic he had with his first love. he comes back into her life wanting her advice and help with what he should do, wanting his first love to tell him that she still needs him. but she has learnt never to trust him again, she will never let someone throw her away to find something better and then come to the realisation that she was the best he could have ever had and expect her to jump straight back into his arms. he hurt her so deeply that just coming back into her life wont fix it, she wishes she never met him so he could have never hurt her, wishes he didnt have any control over her, and wishes she never fell in love with a liar. who does he think he is coming back into her life after lying and choosing someone else to replace her, it will never work because of all the hurt he caused, all the lies he said and the hate created. the scar will be with her for the rest of her life but its a reminder to her to never let someone steal a part of her again, never to be tricked into believing empty words but mostly it is a reminder to never be tricked by him again. the scar is a learning curve so she can only improve what she has from now on and as soon as there is doubt she will let her heart take over and end it before she gets another gash that should have been prevented from the start .

Deviant Teachings

GELAK , GELAK , GELAK !

tu jela yang aku mampu buat semalam . 

sampai x larat nak gelak dah aihh .

gilaaaaa dah otak .

hahahahahaha .

semalam TERsangatlah HEAVEN !

sukaaaa gilaaaa babi !

Nasrul buat gilaaaaa .

lama-lama boley pecah otak aku .

lepak ngn dea mcm apa dah .

plan nak g makan je so pakai simple2 jela .

dahtu tyme dea dtg hujan lebat plak .

hahahaha .

so dea TERpaksalah menumpang di rumah aku 

while waiting for the rain stopped .

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .

macam beruk xleh duk diam .

dua jam tunggu baru hujan benti ...

perot aku dah menyanyi genre hardcore mmg lapaq nak mati .

dea pon sama lapaq nak pengsan ,

tapi gagah dok membuas macam beruk lagi .

hyper sungguh . minum susu pa tataw.

Nasrul oi , ang try p blajaq minum soya pa .

pakdo pulak try p blajaq makan sardin pa .

hahahahahaha . 

aku plak try blajaq minum coffee pa . 

YUCKKSSSSS !

memang tak r !

lepas ujan dah benti , 

so gerak lah g makan ,

kami nak makan tomyam so aim location  

"KAMPUNG BARU"

perrrghhhhhhh !

otw naik kereta, aku sempat basah kene siram dgn moto bodoh !

bengang aku .

sial si rempit tua tu bawak moto laju sampai basah aku .

sabor jela tasha .

nasib Nasrul drive , kalu x aku dah kejar p ludah dah .

kenangan BERsungguh-sungguh .

hahahaha

dah sampai KG BARU ,

apa lagiiii ,

melantak laaaa bro !

lepas tu ,

kenyang sampai mengantuk tahap dewa 7 mata .

makan style kebuluq uhhh .

pegi dua orang tapi order macam 1family makan .

last2 x abis . 

MEMbazir ! .

itu lah KAMI ! 

kalu x MEMbazir ,

itu bukan KAMI . 

FAKE uhhhh .

HAHAHA .

perot dah kenyang ,

hati ada banyak senang ,

jiwa pon tenang.

pastu tiba2 otak dok main gilaaa nak TENGOK WAYANG .

Nasrul pon layan kan aje .

plan nak g TS , parking kat SG WANG .

tgk2 TERtukar arah ke PAVI .

mak bapak oiiii ,

aku selekeh nak mati . 

HAHAHAHAHA .

tapi xpa , Nasrul pon x kata apa .

tak abes dok melalak nyanyi lagu

"KU SAYANG RIFDI"

lagu apa tuh ?

hasil otak sempit si Nasrul laaaa nih . 

sapa lagi kalu bukan dea .

sampai pavi g tempat makcik aku .

borak2 sembang macam dah lama kenai , 

padahal nasrul baru 1st tyme kenai .

then naik lahh Q nak beli tix .

 jumpa pakdo , akim , CT , pedi n Cina(aku xtaw nama apa)

akim cakap aku ngn nasrul gilaaa ,

otak dea jammed tgk aku .

hahahahahah

kawan pakdo si CT uh org kelantan gak .

baik gilaaaaa .

dea cakap aku nie sama gilaaaa dgn Nasrul .

dah laaa muka cun pastu x sombong .

geraaam aku tgk ,

nak cium rasa sbb comei sgt .

macam arab dah muka .

tgk jam baru 10pm , 

wayang start 1.30am .

hmmmmmm .

lama nak mati tunggu .

g ah lepak STARBUCKS kat bawah uh
sambil menunggu main card ..

paan , mekda , ustad n hajar p karok kat wangsawalk .

pastu dalm kul 1 dorg sampai join ktorg tgk wayang .

1st tyme aku keluar couple .

means double date laaa .

dah abis wayang terussss balik ,

call uncle aku ajak balik sekali.

memang LAH bestttt TERsangat-sangat !

1st tyme g tgk wayang ngn Nasrul even dah setahun lebih kenai .

GILAAAAAA . 

hakhakhak . 

thanks a lot Nasrul ! 

he teach me a lot of thing that i EXPECT i'll NEVER do .

undescribeable !
because i treasure you so much i dont dare to waste any time we have left . 
we're like a timebomb. and everyone's waiting for this to explode.

<3NASRUL AFIQ 

mentedarah kat Starbucks .

muka si SUDIN nie main POKER .
POKER FACE

 

US <3

hahahaha

tangan aku berbulu ,

nasrul cakap aku GILA SEKS 

neheremmmmm .

padahal dia GILA SEKS !

bossss mengada-ngada

taik betul laaa cina tua neh . nak kopi plak dah . aku dahhhh laaaaa x suka minum kopi . mmg aku x rety wat ahhhh . gilaaaa . mati aku . jap lagi x pasal2 kene buang keje sbb x pandai buat coffee . dah laaa rezeki aku masuk sini terus dapat jadi HR&admin executive . makcik2 kat checkpoint tu pon terkejut aku basic SPM jaaa boleh dapat job tu while orang yang apply job tu refer to DIPLOMA or DEGREE . btw aku x heran dgn makcik2 yg suka jaga tepi kain org tu . back to previous story , coffee aku buat xtaw rasa apa . aku try search internet '"HOW TO MAKE A COFFEE" keluar belambak . aku try buat jela . belasah je asal ada rasa coffee sudah laaaa sbb bukan job aku buat2 coffee utk org . kan ? nasib baik NASRUL ada jadi penyelamat aku . he is my saviour of the day . aku call mama x pikap , maybe dea pegi fetchup adik kat skola . damn ! thank you NASRUL oiiiii . iloveyaaaa . nasib b ada , kalu dak mati ahhhh ! HEY CINA TUA ! nasib kau baik ngn aku , kalu x aku dah  LUDAH dalam coffee tadi . ishhhh , jahat sungguh . gara2 coffee aku jadi x keruan . nak mati rasa bila dea demand camtuh ! besok kalau dea mintak lagi , aku nak seret dea bawak g STARBUCKS kat bawah . then dea nak minum sampai pengsan pon xpa .

hari kematian !

mampos . hari ni dah laaa ada meeting , then boleh plak lewat 15 minutes . bila sampai office , tgk2 meeting cancel . fuhhhhh lega aku . salah aku sbb gedik2 g try naik bus . dah laaaa salah bus . nasib baik driver bus tu baik tunjuk jalan kat aku . thank god aku sempat stop before bus tu turn to KL balik . mati aku memang mati . dah laaa dok kalut ribut , boleh pulak MUD MUSKA call n gelakkan aku bila aku cakap aku salah naik bus . dia siap pesan  , "if boss lu tnye , ckp je lu period n not in mood ." . kepala hotak dea . runsing nak gugur jantung aku tadi . sebelum naik bus , aku TERpandang makcik tua jual kuih . aku rasa kesian so aku beli laaaa kuih dea . dea ajar aku makan kuih NAGASARI , HAHAHA RARE . aku dah lama cari kuih tu cuma x jumpa jaaa . dulu aku pena makan kuih tu time puasa ngn AIMAN WONGGEK . eman ckp kat aku nama dea lepat pisang , gilaaaa mengencing jaaaa . hahaha . now on aku tgh makan NAGASARI uhhhh . sedappppp . besok nak beli lagi . btw today aku bangun awal sbb aku tido awal . kul11p.m aku tido n kul 3.30a.m aku dah bangun . then kul 6a.m aku call mama cepat2 sebab excited nak gtaw aku bangun sendiri n dia x perlu kejot aku . hahaha . anak mama perlu berdikari laaaa . kesian kat nasrul , since keje aku x dapat nak spent tyme sgt dgn dea . tyme aku keja , dea ade class . tyme aku lunch , dea nak tido . tyme malam aku tido n lepas kul2a.m aku berjaga n tyme tu dea plak nak tido . tymetable kami x sepadan . dah laaaa . kerja bertimbun . fail dok memanggil laaa natasha amiera oiii . fullstop :)

migrain !

today bangun sendiri tanpa mama kejot ! weeeee :) tapi lewat . hahaha . ishhh3 . baik sungguh anak mama arini . GOOD NATASHA ! alahhhh ! baru sehari je tu pon lewat . at least aku bgn sendiri gak . then aku tgk aku kene rush sbb dah 7.30a.m. oh man ! lewat lagiiiiiii ! bus bodoh tu punyer pasal lah lembab nak mampos ! bus pon dah nak totalloss ! gilaaaa benci aku . dalam tren pulak mamat endon , bangla n india wat hal . coach ladies full so aku main masuk jela . endon n bangla BODOH ! dah laaa dtg negara org pastu nak buat kepala . acikkkk kau lah ! dah nmpk tren full lagi nak sumbat masuk . aku dah macam ikan sardin dah tadi . tapi xpe , dugaan tasha . sampai bila nak idop bawah ketiak mama . kan ? hmmmmmm . sabooooo jela ! sebulan je tasha .

yeeeehaaaaa :)

today was the 2nd day aku keja kat opis property nie . GILA ! x percaya . hahaha . 2nd day keje pon wat hal g salah masuk toilet GENT ! pala pening gilaaaa dah 4 ary dah . x tahu nape . hahaaaaa . tadi bangun awal tapi macam biasa lah , mama yg kejotkan . dari kecik til sekarang mama was my alarm clock . tahun lepas dah berazam KONON  nak bgn sendiri n xnak menyusahkan mama . aceehhhhh . cakap je tasha . hahaha :)