im a EMO . so what ?

I'm Natasha .

I'm a girl with many dreams . Often said to be in her own world . I choose not to get myself involved with what I'm going through in reality . Because I know most of what happens to me in reality now at this age I can live without . All the endless bitch fights , all the hatred , all the unnecessary problems reality gives me is stupid and unnecessary . I try to control my feelings as much as I can . Try to overcome my sadness whenever I'm feeling sad , by telling myself I'm happy . I'm not lying to myself . I just prefer not to show my feelings . I prefer to cry alone . But it's nice to have a shoulder to cry on at times . 

I wake up in the morning telling myself it'll be a good day . I wake up , singing happy jolly tunes to get myself hyped up for the day . But when someone purposely tries to make my day a tad bit miserable , I smile in hopes of sending this message through , "No, your little immature stunt did not make me cry , nor did it make me sad . Whereas , it made my day . It made me laugh . I laughed to your immaturity and to your failed attempt to make me sad" . 

I love Disney cartoons . Don't get me wrong though , I like the OLD Disney . The classics . Like Sleeping Beauty , Cinderella , Hercules , Mulan , Lion King , etc. Not the shit the make now like HSM , or Camp Rock . (No Offense though) . I think Disney Classic cartoon had lots of moral values in them , and I think kids who watched them those days were be moved and were be inspired by them . I know I was . I mean think about it , back then you'd hear kids go , "I wanna be like Hercules , cause I know I too can go the distance" (Ok, A bit dramatic?) , but now , you'd hear something like this , "OMG, I wanna be Gabriella ! She's so pretty" . Like total wtf . Think about it . i HATE PINK as well . IDGAF !