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Saturday, April 28

45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR:




1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
...4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.

35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love .. ♥!

Monday, April 23

Dear future husband

let me tell you something about myself. I love getting lazy on Sundays. I can wake up early every morning, including Saturday, but on Sunday I prefer to stay in my bed and pretend to be sleeping even though I wake up early. So if you wake up early, you are encouraged to stay in bed with me for a while so I can hug you tight. Yes, you can slip in some morning kisses too. But it would be better if you get out of bed after that and surprise me with a breakfast or something. Hehe. Don't be mad if I get lazy on Sundays. Because I would love it if you get lazy with me once a week.

Oh yes, I prefer not to talk on Sunday mornings as well, but not because I am in a bad mood, so no offense. I would be extra chirpy on Saturday though. 



Love, 
your future wife.

Thursday, April 19

ipanema, i miss you :(

Just now follow boss to Jalan Duta meeting with LHDN. Nervous . Dup Dap Dup Dap! Heeeee. On my way, i saw 1 mosque called Masjid Wilayah. Then it admonish me to past which is when i go Terawih during Ramadhan 4 years ago and my sandal got stole by some freak. Damn~ Itu mosque lah, tempat x sesuai untuk mencuri. I just bought it in the evening then at night kena rembat. Takde rezeki lah kot. Hmmmm halalkan jela. Nak wat cmne. Time tu Ipanema baru masuk Malaysia, so aku rasa macam aku & family was the first yang pakai sandal tu. Gissele Bundchen was the creator. Adore her body ! Damn perfect. Back to my story, balik je sembahyang terus mengamuk macam anjing kena tembak. Semua serba tak kena. So siapa yg kacau memang kena laa. HAHAHA. Here is my sandal. Rindu ! This is the first sandal aku beli pakai duit sendiri masa aku form4. RM299 lesap macam tu je :( Sedih pon tak guna. Non-refundable. And one year later, aku jalan2 Danau Kota night market then suddenly saw this Ipanema. Ada yg fake ! Cilaka betul. Cepat betul. Now dah ada new replacement, "FITFLOP". Heeeeeee . Comfort sangat ;D


Wednesday, April 18

Devastated

All I see is disgust and hatred whenever I look at you, Nothing else. That anger I have in me destroyed everything, That sick monster living inside of me, That split identity I have. It killed everything. It ruined everything. It amazes me every time how I could call you the worst things and apologize five seconds after that. Don't you have sense in you? Or even the least bit of self control? I have lost count of how many times I wish I could just punch you in the fucking face or stab you with a knife but I would rather keep those dark thoughts to myself. Trust me bastard, this time I'll make sure karma gives you what you deserve. 



Saturday, April 14

I'LL MISS YOU JOHN !


Did u guys noticed who is the person with me in the pict above? Forget aedi? He's my diet trainer lah Mr John Garforth . He's depart back to UK last night. Goin miss him. He's a really nice guy and a good trainer ever I'd had. Goin back just to meet his two son. Send my regard to ur son John ! I will miss you. And all of HerbaLife members will miss you :') 

Thursday, April 12

Again with ab but bring my two aunties along !













I'm back with this Tutti Fruitti post again. Never thought I would come back to this EXPENSIVE dessert shop again. Why i said expensive? Check it out on my previous blog oTUTTI FRUTTI Original flavor + topping paling sedap mestilah oreo crumb ! Heeeeee still remember first day pergi Tutti Frutti, main rembat picit manyak2 sampaikan p timbang tengok2 RM50.80 ! HEAVEN ! Syok gilaaaa makan sambil terkejut ! Weeeee. Red Velvet also awesome. Dulu first time makan just ada 4 flavor je sebab masa tu Tutti Frutti baru bukak dekat KL. So terus pergi try, pantang ada makanan fast food yang baru, mesti pergi rasmi. Heeeeee. One day before that makan McFlurry Horlicks dengan ab kat McDonald Bangsar ! Sedap jugak sebab rasa dia macam Nestum! I took the pink cup which is biggest size for my frozen yogurts. Go nearer to the machine to choose on flavors. Lot's of flavors but "eh how come missing mango and kiwi flavor here"? Then I only realized different branches randomly have different flavors. I miss mango and kiwi flavors. It's good also which mean I can try new flavors. Chosen Original + Chocolate. Next is topping. I decorated topping with Oreo crunch, chocolate chips, M&M's chocolate, Strawberry & Kiwi. Tempting. Lepas makan Tutti Frutti, rasa x kenyang. Disebabkan tamak, ajak lah nasrul pegi Greenwood beli Oblong Kambing  (Burger Kukus). Kenyang nya terasa sampai minggu depan! HAHAHAHA Terlampau kenyang sampai nak menangis. HAHAHA. Before pergi Tutti dah masak kat umah utk ab. Ab tido rumah sebab mamatok ajak teman. So pagi tu aku pegi pasar sorg2 nak masak utk ab aku. Ein, Syam and ab tidoq memang x sedaq apa dah. Manja pulak shift morning. Bila bosan, maka terhasil lah Ikan Bilis sambal, Daging Goreng Kunyit, Soup Meatball and Ayam Goreng. Dia cakap sedap ! Suka sangat bila org appreciate apa yg kita buat ;D Senyum sampai ke telinga . Owner Tutti Frutti Ampang Park friendly gila . Heeeeeeeee TQ guys for the day. This week is really tiring, need to be a driver. Pukul 7 pagi dah kena mangkit :( HATE IT ! Tired man ! Can someone borrow me your driver? 

Friday, April 6

dah lama aku draft ni, tetibe baru nak post !

Mesti korg pelik kan? Who the heck is this girl. Actually tak kenal pon but beware girl outside there, orang mcm ni laa yg maybe steal bf korg nanti! Yang jenis MELAYAN ! WTF? HAHAHA . Si lelaki pulak bila dah dilayan makin melayan-layan sampai melayang! BABI ! Pantang betul aku ! HAHA. Actually ni cerita last year tapi quite funny bila bf aku admit dia dah tinggal zaman2 scandal dia sebab dia suka layan bitch2 dalam facebook tu. Even x couple pon dok sayang2, baby2, hahaha BUTUH HANG! Aku post ni sebab aku dah penah cakap kat dia "AKU TAK PERNAH PERCAYA DEKAT DIA, BUAT LAH APA DIA NAK BUAT BUT JGN PROMISE APA2 DENGAN AKU SUCH AS DIA TAK MENGGATAL OR SO WHATEVER ! AKU TAK PERNAH PERCAYA KAT ANG LAH NASRUL! HAHAHA EVEN KITA DAH DEKAT DUA TAHUN. KELAKAR PULAK RASA, BILA AKU LUPA JANJI BOLEH PULAK KAU NAK MEMEKAK KONON JANGAN PERCAYA ORG 100% AND FACTS,  THIS IS WHY AKU LANGGAR JANJI AKU ! AKU BUKAN NAK CONTROL KE APA BUT PLEASE, JANGAN NAK BERJANJI BAGAI DENGAN AKU. SI BODOH YG X RETI MENIPU" Lama dah aku draft post ni. Hope so kau baca and faham kenapa aku buat perangai. Dunia ni memang tak adil, tu je aku boleh bagitau kau . Percaya KARMA k? At least aku buat hal pon bukan melayan laki or msg dgn dorg, just pergi tempat yg kau larang je. And i totally know how to take care of myself. Aku malas nak tegur kau, so this is why aku post kat sini. KBAI
Dear EJA ! Even i tak kenal you but please, respect relationship orang. Kau layan laa si Dionzo De Sauza tu, dia maybe single. Tak nampak ke Nasrul punya page "IN A RELATIONSHIP"? Please refer to the date for confirmation. Aku malas je nak reveal message yang kau DM boyfriend aku. Kang terbuka aib mu. And well, this is my blog so just deal with it. Suka or tak suka ada aku kesah? Aku malas nak express kat dia so just let he read this by himself. Cuma aku terkilan, aku text dia then dia kata dia xde credit sebab BIS dia tolak credit. So aku topup kat dia. Bila topup kat dia, dia p msg perempuan lain. *SIGH* Bila aku text dia xde kedit, then bukak FB dia nampak dia baru post comment kat perempuan atas tu. Hancur kejap hati, simpan jela dulu. Malam ni kita keluar kasi hilang stress. Kita bakorrrrrrrr club tu again malam ni. KBAI :D

Thursday, April 5

Samsung Galaxy Tab 7.7

Introduce my new Samsung Galaxy Tab 7.7. Saja gedik beli sbb nak try pakai android pulak. Tapi apa2 pon iPad2 paling terbaik pernah aku guna ! Haaaaaa Berbalik pada cerita, aku teman si Nasrul pergi Mid Valley, masuk Jusco and saw this so beli jela. Okay2 but xlah best sgt macam iPad2. Melayang RM2099 :( Aaaaaaa lari bih bajet ! Heeeeee Okbai

Wednesday, April 4

Meet Hilary Duff's Son Luca, 2 Weeks!

Here ! My favorite actress when i was 7 years old. Never missed Lizzie Mcguire! Awesome lah dia ni! Serious shit ! No drama like LiLo and Miley Cyrus. I can' believe that she has a baby!! I remember her in Lizzie McGuire, and I loved her songs! She is awesome! Her son is absolutely gorgeous. Still can't believe Hilary Duff is a mama now, but hey, at least she got married first :)


Here's lookin' at you, Luca!
Proud first-time mama Hilary Duffrevealed her new little boy's tiny feet in a TwitPic Monday and 24 hours later, the 24-year-old gave her fans and followers a glimpse of her son in full view.
"Baby Luca, 2 weeks old :)" Duff tweetedalong with the image of her wide-eyed infant swaddled in a white blanket decorated with. blue, green and gray stars.
Welcoming Luca Cruz on March 20, Duff -- who wed NHL star Mike Comrie in August 2010 -- has been keeping busy in her new role as mom.
"4 am...Sleepy eyed. Feeding baby..whew this job is no joke!" Duff tweeted in the wee hours of March 27, one week after her boy was born.
"Luca fed! Mamma fed! Time to do it all again in 2 hours! Oh how life has changed! Lol In such a wonderful way :)" she later wrote.



Hey Nasrul, kita pulak bila ? HAHAHA

Tuesday, April 3

Betapa blur and celaru nya dia -.-"

Cuak ! Trauma and bahang still dok ada lagi. Madafaka ~ Kenapa laa dari semalam lagi jantung aku bagai nak gugur dup dap dup dap. Maybe salah dia x concentrate time drive. Seperti biasa, aku lagi yg buat perangai, punca nya aku laa. We nearly hit BMW. SHIT ! Maybe tu salah kami sebab we're on the white line. Jalan dia but si Nasrul x nampak sebab dia tiba2 muncul. Actually bukan x nampak but dia x focus time drive. We're not talking to each other due to past two days punya prob. Yeahhh, semua couple mesti ada problem punya nipu laa kalau xde. Very close, plus side aku plak tu. Kalau kena semalam confirm kaki aku boleh patah or loin aku broke. Tuhan je yang tahu betapa takut nya aku dalam hati, tapi luaran aku buat cool ja sebab ego. Membebel laa jugak sepatah dua dekat dia. Careless, hmmm then suddenly minta maaf. Okay lah. Takde apa pon yang jadi. Alhamdulillah. Tapi moment semalam buat aku teringat moment aku dengan Mr H(ex) get hit by mat rempit. Mat rempit tu terbang depan cermin betul2 depan mata aku. Damn ! Itu better, the worst is, rempit tu seems okay but then bila kami nak hantar dia pergi hospital suddenly mmber Mr H gatal tangan pergi bukak helmet dia. Darah terus keluar then mati dalam tu jugak. Two days later we sell that car. Ya Allah, tapi tu bukan salah kami sebab dia wrong way n langgar lampu. Tough moment is when kereta dia penuh dgn darah and terkena handbag Guess aku yang baru beli x sampai 2 hari :( Takpelah. Threw away sbb takut sangat2 and trauma gilaaaaa. Tu sebab aku xnak naik moto, aku bukan memilih k? Bak datang lah superbike or what ever ku still xmau. Aku ada reason aku sendiri. Hmmmmm. Forget bout it lah. Dah lepas dah, cerita past 5 year. Aku minta maaf dekat Nasrul, maybe sebab aku kot dia jadi blur and celaru time drive. Dia fikir pasal kami. Maybe? I know he's well.Nothing happen pon. Then company him pergi Mid Valley. Beli kasut baru sebab dia cakap kasut Vans dia dah lunyai xdak rupa kasut. Mamat Quiksilver tu pandai persuade us cakap ada sale bagai. HAHAHA . Then we headed to Greenwood sebab nak makan burger kukus plus oblong kambing extra cheese ! Terbaik wok ! Heeeee. Gonna end this soon sebab kena buat report. To all driver outside there, please focus time drive. Kayh ? Pesanan khidmat masyarakat from me .



His new shoe! Cant wait to see he wear all this ! For sure makin handsome ! 


New bracelet !

Seee ! Got one more new accessories from Guess ! Who else gave me of not my lovely auntie Putry Mellisa! She gonna marry soon, what to buy eh? I plan to give her TV LCD for her new house. Okay tak guys?  Sebab others dah bagi refrigerator, washing machine, rice cooker and so on. Btw thanks for this. Yesterday help her to tied ribbon on her wedding card. Nice ! Really Nice ! Small card include Asmaul Husna inside. Getting tired!

Here's pu3 card ! Nice kan? So this May my baby NA follow us to Kelantan attend this. Yeayyy ! Hope he will love that! Okbai got meeting :)