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Wednesday, May 11

Dear Mr. Simpsons ......

i dont know if you're reading my blog like you said you always do , but yeah , here goes nothing .. I can never describe what we have because its better than words . With you Nasrul , I feel like listening to my dad's old love cds and write sappy love notes on my wall . If I could make a scrapbook about what we went through together and the journey we have ahead , I would , but then Ill look like a complete obsessive freak ..And I dont think I wanna do that .

So I hate it when I dont know to calm you down , whenever you have bad thoughts about me , whenever you start making stupid assumptions , whenever you get jealous over silly thing s, whenever you get pissed . Sometimes , I feel like slapping the crap out of you whenever we're in a fight , both of us are just as stubborn , and argumentative and egotistical , which doesnt make anything much easier .

But its the little things we do , like driving to Carl's Jr. at saturday in the evening just for some FAMOUS STAR burger and STARBUCKS just for CARAMEL FRAPUCCINO and with cream on top , travelling so far away just to eat so that you can feel 
relieved after i done ate because you know i prefer sleep than eat everyday , creating silly games like bite-ing one's hand or neck whenever we spot a couple holding their hands , you might think its just a bunch of insignifact things we do but with you , it feels different . Its so much more than that .


Comparing you to my past relationships is like comparing a Louis Vuitton bag with Roxy's . Whenever you start talking about my past , and feel intimidated by it , I just dont know what to say , because you should know , that you're better , that you're the best , and I would never let this slip away in a million years . Never have I imagine being here with you , with my cousin's friend . But Im so glad that it happened .

When you said you're afraid of you going to kedah , and whats gonna happen to me here , shouldnt I feel the same ? I am just as afraid as you are . But theres this thing called trust. And Nasrul , like I said before being with you feels great , it feels better than great . I just wish you would know that . 



♥♥♥
nasrul afiq



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