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Wednesday, May 18

i guess my heart made up from STONE .

You know how sometimes mobile phones can get screwed up , so you plug out their batteries and put it back in , then they instataneously work out normally , the way it did before . I wish I can do that to my life , whenever something goes wrong , I can just plug out a virtual battery from my virtual plug , installed in my brain whenever shit happens and put it back in , where everything will work out just fine . Sad to say , such things do not exist in life . Okay , let's talk what about what im goin to say !

JUST NOW ,
yes just now *past* .
i had him with me . ILOVE HIMMM !

why ?
Because ,
He cleans my scars with dettol and climbs up the roof to see me when Im sad . He doesnt know what to do when Im crying so he feeds me with comforting lines . He makes a mix cd of my favourite songsand sings with me at the top of our lungs . He holds my hand . He calls me cute after I got a terrible haircut and he didnt laugh , not even once . He tells me he loves me , every single day and of course , I feel the same way .

He may not be the perfect guy but he's mine , and he fits my definition of perfect , perfectly (:

He hold me and hug me until i thought im dreaming in a day .
He bite my hand until my hand swollen . And i bite him too to release my anger ! DAMN ! sorrey .
We look up to sky and search for some star .
It's cool man .
I sit into his lap . Awesomeeee *stim kot* haha jokes
And i wish i could stop the time . Pleaseee . why god , u neva been fair to me ?
Record some video *which include the promises and the reason why he Loved me*
And the best moment , he sang direct into my ears .
iLOVEhim *NASRULAFIQ*
Then he gone from my sight . I HATE THIS !
But I would like to thank the person who created this thing called Happiness . So here I am , lying on my bed , with a stack of dvds on my side , typing on this laptop while texting with my HIM . I shouldnt have spend so much time with him before , now that he's all the way in Bangi , it feels like we're miles apart . I can get sappy and emotional when it comes to Nasrul , well whatevs , he is my boyfriend hehe .

oktnxbai :)

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