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Godek wallet then notice ada benda drop atas lantai, rupanya Memory Card arwah handphone Sony Ericsson Walkman Shake ku masa form2 dulu. HAHAHA.

Kelakar ! Bukak guna card reader then tgk pict zaman2 belemoih dulu.

And apa yg buat aku touched is "PICT CAKE THAT STATE ABOVE".

Mr H (my ex) bake for me. For my 15th Birthday ! Weeeeee.

Sweet tak? Sweet kan? But Nasrul lagi sweet ! 

Suddenly ter-rindu moment lama. Kan best if ada time machine. 

Nak get back and fix all thing yang worst and black listed :(

Just follow the flow Tasha. God has written everything.

I got the best and greatest give. It is "HIM / NASRUL"

"There is no such thing karma exists in Islamic teaching, but Qada' and Qadar exists"

Doaku hari ini: Tuhan, berikan aku keikhlasan untuk menerima setiap kehendakMu. Karena aku tahu itu pasti yang terbaik untukku.

P/S : This is me yesterday ! I miss my baby NA :( 

Worth

I have never considered myself anywhere near beautiful or even pretty to begin with. To be honest, my self esteem has always been pretty low. To get married and having someone constantly reminding you how hideous you look like, how horrible you are, how you're only pretty in photos, how you are overweight, how ugly your stretch marks are, how lumpy your body is..can destroy every confidence you have in you. Its not like I have ever considered myself desirable but having to hear this every single day of your life, makes you feel worthless. You can't even bear to look in the mirror without hating yourself, wishing for someone else's life instead. You can't help but to think that you were just a mistake. It isn't anyone's fault that they look the way they are, it's not like they can help it. So why be mean when someone that is less attractive decides to wear make up, decides to put on something nice, decides to beautify themselves?  Why be mean when all they want is to feel good about themselves? Some aren't that lucky, that you have to understand. They're still human, after all.i will not trust anyone especially my bf. even he's being good to me, what he had done he will feel it back but it's not at the same time. Just wait in slow and motion. It will come. Perharps...... No.........

I can't explain this feeling

I think about it everyday.

Harder And Harder To Breathe

Cheers to a new beginning.

Remember, U'd been GAMED once !

Now it's his turn.

Saka !

Saka! Kenapa dengan SAKA? Menarik perhatian sikit title. Actually takdak kena mengena pon dengan Saka but ada kaitan dengan MAKAN! HAHAHA. Harini makan direct tak berhenti. Since bangun pagi get ready nak p office perut dah berbunyi menyanyi. Stop dekat kiosk bawah beli Nasi Lemak Udang. Then balik kerja about 1pm sampai ja rumah terus nampak ayam goreng spicy mcD. Melantak lagi sekali. Suddenly terlupa harini dah promise papatok & mamatok that i want to bring them to Teppanyaki Mid Valley. Reach Mid Valley order laa Beef Teppanyaki tapi hajat di hati nak makan Portugese Grilled. Errghhhhh cant move ! Perut ka tongdrum ni? Settle makan, si Puteri ajak naik tengok LCD utk rumah baru dia. Penat sgt jalan tapi berbaloi sebab sempat singgah kat Baskin Robbin makan mint. HAHAHA Pelahap sungguh. Lepas makan BR, nampak Macaron kat Bistro Delifrance. Satu Macaron RM3.50 tapi aku sorg makan 5 dah. Abis kat situ ja duit aku! Balik rumah baru ingat nak rest pastu tab beeping Ain ajak keluar. Papatok dah bagi "hint" today father's day. So kami plan laa nak bawak dia g makan Steamboat kat Flaming Danau Kota tempat wajib bagi kami bulan puasa.Bulan puasa pon nak dekat dah, sebulan ja lagi. Dekat Flaming ni, ampa makan lah banyak mana pon sebab dia kira per-head. Bedai laaa sampai muntah keluar usus ka apa ka mampoih p kat ampa. HAHAHA. As usual, aku kan allergic so time ni laa nak balas dendam. Makan ketam, udang & sotong banyak2. Heeeeeee Heaven gilaaaa rasa wei ! Otak terbang rasa, berat kepala sebab lemak naik ke otak. Tak leh nak pikir apa lgsg sebab x masuk otak dah. HAHAHA Mamatok pesan beli 100+ pon lupa dah sebab otak still dok pikir pasal ketam. HAHAHA. Balas dendam sebab dua hari aku tak makan kes mogok lapar dekat Nasrul sebab tinggal aku p kelantan lama ngat ! P sampai seminggu :( Rinduuuuuu Ab :( Before balik BBM mama "JANGAN JEALOUS. KBAI." Mama love Flaming so damn much! Then dia reply, "Makan byk2 biar anak mama gemok sebab now dah kurus mendadak. Makan macam dua orang makan, jangan makan macam baby newborn minum susu." Then dia sempat gurau said "MAKAN UNTUK DUA ORANG SEBAB KENA MAKAN UNTUK SAKA SEKALI". Terus meremang bulu roma aku ! Mama selalu sakat aku :( Rindu mama. Aku rasa aku kena tido kot. Btw nowdays rasa syok plak blogging dalam Malay. Sebab kelakar rasa tengok ada orang tu kalot nak tiru aku blogging in English but ayat macam hampeh =.=" Kelakar gila ! Okbai .

KENA RASUK !

Memang takde keje, buang masa, buang duit. HAHAHA. Ni semua gara2 boss A.K.A makcik aku. At first, tujuan nak pergi BB sebab nak cari blazer utk meeting besok. Tapi dah normal bagi aku kalau "TERSASAR" jalan ke arah lain. HAHAHA. Sembang macam tak biasa pulak. Heeeeeee. Masuk ZARA, MNG, GUESS, G2000 then semua pointless. Benda yang kami cari takde. So auntie aku ajak pergi One Utama pulak. Pheewwwww. Otw jalan nak balik pergi carpark then suddenly terjumpa member aku chinese. Amoi ni yg pierce tongue aku masa tahun 2008 dulu. Zaman2 kegemilangan dolu2. Tak percaya dia still ingat aku sebab dia cakap aku paling cool. HAHAHA. Then si auntie aku ni pon bingai lah nak pierce tongue jugak. Dah laa nak pierce, ada condition lak tu. Ada ke patut dia suruh aku pierce dulu baru dia pierce sebab dia nak tgk cmne. Aku dah ada stud kat tongue camna nak pierce =.=" Pelik benor request dia then Lenglui tu pon menyampuk suggest aku pierce brow. Dalam hati aku cakap "CONFIRM KENA MARAH DENGAN NASRUL SATGI". Heeeeeee. Disebabkan aku keras kepala, aku continue pierce. Tak sakit pon actually. HAHAHA. Lawak ada laa sebab aku tod dia gunting bulu kening aku. Auntie aku tak padan dengan dah nikah, nak jugak pierce sana sini. Seeee, blazer x jumpa2 but benda lain pulak yg kami buat.

Ni pon satu, dia laa hantu yang merasuk aku suruh buat. HAHAHA. Tak jadi keje kalau dok berdua. Lastly dah sampai OU, masuk Zara ada blazer yang kami cari. Auntie aku pakai L but then size xde so aku beli laa dulu. Dia punya nak cari besok. Ntah apa laa pulak plan kami besok. Heeeeeee. Beli dua terus size S & M. Nanti kalau dah gemok boleh pakai  then jual S. Heeeeee. Okbai.

Celebrating Ab's 22nd birthday

WENT TO BUBBA GUMP SHRIMP SUNWAY PYRAMID. CELEBRATING AB'S BIRTHDAY. HEEEEEEEE. HE LOVES IT ! PRETENDING PERUT SAKIT THEN NAK G WASHROOM ACTUALLY MASUK KITCHEN AMIK CAKE. HAHA. SORRY AB ! LIKE USUAL, BUBBA'S STAFF AKAN SURUH BIRTHDAY BOY/GIRL BERDIRI ATAS KERUSI THEN THEY SING A SONG ASK YOU TO 'SHAKE YOUR BOTTY(BUTTOCK) IF YOU WANNA HAVE YOUR BIRTHDAY CAKE". HEEEEE. AB LOVE WHAT HAD I DID TO HIM ! HE SAID THIS IS THE FIRST TIME SOMEONE DONE 'SUPRISED PARTY' FOR HIM. #GLAD. HAHA.BEFORE THAT, WENT TO SECRET RECIPE TO BUY HIM SOME CAKE. AT FIRST WENT TO BASKIN ROBINS BUT THEN THERE IS NOT MANY CHOICE SO I MOVE TO SECRET RECIPE. JAUH PON JAUH LAA, SACRIFICE SIKIT JALAN KAKI. HEEEEEEE. HMMMM ENOUGH OF WRITTING. HEADACHE, NOT ENOUGH SLEEP YESTERDAY. OKBAI.

Ya Allah, what i've done :(

Semalam, seharian aku felt guilty. Cant sleep. Today mata swollen macam Baby Panda dah. Hmmmm. Case dia, sbb salah park. Tu ja. Menyesai. Sumpah menyesai. My fault, my bad. One blind man nearly get hit by car just because of me. Because of my stupidness park at the side of road and blocking his way :( My Lord, bersalah gila. At first, bila reach Brickfields monorail nak fetch makcik aku. aku bukak kemeja kerja sbb panas so aku pakai singlet je dalam kete. Then aku turunkan seat sbb nak tido. Baru nak lelap then suddenly kereta aku bergoyang. Aku dongak kepala then jenguk, orang buta langgar kereta aku. Dah laa kuat dia langgar, mesti sakit badan dia. Plus dia dah malu pastu dia senyum and cakap "MAAF" then terus jalan lelaju. Dia dah tersasar arah actually. Dia terpusing badan dia ke kiri lepas langgar kereta aku, then terus masuk  tengah2 jalan raya. Dafuq. Aku pulak yang PANIC ! Kereta2 kat brickfield macam pundek ! Langsung takmau berhenti tolong. Plus ada yang Hon, macam cilaka perangai! Aku sumpah dia jadi buta! SHIT ! Aku terkejal, terkedu, kaku dan segalanya bila dia kat tengah2. Nak sarung heels x sempat dah, then just sempat tarik baju kat seat and cover side depan ja sbb tube aku half. Agak sexy disitu, nasib orang buta tu x nampak apa2. HAHA. Blind man tu jalan betul2 laju. Nasib ada bangla construction tengah cross jalan, aku shouting kat bangla tu suruh drag si blind man tu ke tepi. Alhamdulillah, he'd safe. But aku sangat2 not satisfied dengan action driver2 kat Brickfields semalam. Just imagine kalau one of their family are blind and in that situation. Salah aku sama sebab park tepi jalan and block jalan dia. Dia jalan based on line kuning kat side road tu. So bila dia terputus line, dia hilang arah tuju. God, forgive me :( Aku hampir2 buat dia accident. Hmmmmm. Alhamdulillah again because nothing happen and everything safe.

Wait for me Bubba !

Pilih menu siap2 apa kami nak makan for Dinner tomolo. Hekhek. Cant wait *wink2*.