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Tuesday, February 22

Enrique Iglesias - Tired Of Being Sorry


I don't know why
You want to follow me tonight
When the rest of the world
With whom I've crossed and I've quarreled
Lets me down so
For a thousand reasons that I know
To share forever the unrest
With all the demons I possess
Beneath the silver moon

Maybe you were right
But baby I was lonely
I don't want to fight
I'm tired of being sorry

Eighth and Ocean Drive
With all the vampires and their brides
We're all bloodless and blind
And longing for a life
Beyond the silver moon

Maybe you were right
But baby I was lonely
I don't want to fight
I'm tired of being sorry
I'm standing in the street
Crying out for you
No one sees me
But the silver moon

So far away - so outer space
I've trashed myself - I've lost my way
I've got to get to you got to get to you

Maybe you were right
But baby I was lonely
I don't want to fight
I'm tired of being sorry
I'm standing in the street
Crying out for you
No one sees me
But the silver moon
 Maybe you were right
But baby I was lonely
I don't want to fight
I'm tired of being sorry
I'm standing in the street
Crying out for you
No one sees me
But the silver moon.

My Shadow Lengthen In A Days

Having been as his girl for 5month 1week 2days brings a lot of scores of bittersweet memories , priceless episodes and a experience of LOVE in my lifetime . The jokes and laughter we shared , the tears and burdens we bore , exams we faced , games we played , noise we made but GOOD we stayed . i cannot thank him enough for sharing this feeling . "TERjatuh cinta secara TIDAK SENGAJA dengan si dia" . funny izit ? but yes , it's real n true . dis is us ! Being chosen as his girl is an honor n privilege to me . am very gratefult him who have trusted me to hold this position and adore for his heart .IDK much bout love . but wut i know is love is simple as eating ice-cream . Some might just eat ice-cream for the sake of "it's yumminesssss" . But for those who really love ice-cream they will enjoy the sweetness and the real taste of the ice-cream . That's similar to love as love is an internal feeling that shud be felt by the person .The difference between ice-cream n love "Love cannot be tasted , looked n unseen or even touched". everyone needs love in life . dun yaa ? wut is life without love ?as we know , love is the precious feeling in life as it very valuable and cannot be bought no matter how much gold we hav n it cost . Sometyme aku ada jugak TERfikir , "macam mana orang yang kene kawen paksa ? bahagia ke diorg ? tapi sampai bila ? tak guna if kawen without a presence of love n just nampak LUST n DESIRE n tak suka each otha . BUANG MASA LAH ! pelik yg TERamat pelik sbb aku tgk org yg kene kawen paksa nie RELAX je mcm xde apa2 je if parents dorg arrange mende macam tuh ! boleh ke bahagia tanpa rasa suka ? boleh ke ? aku tanye nie , BOLEH KE HUH ? macam mana nak hidup dgn org yg kita x kenal , kita xtaw style dea mcm mana , apa yg dea suka makan n apa yg dea x suka .if i were in their shoes , aku lari TERJUN TINGKAP tyme dorg nak dtg minang aku . omaigosh ! xmaw2 . aku xnak ! ch0ooi ! aku rela jadi ANDARTU lah ! 30sen pon 30sen lah asalkan aku x kawen dgn org yg aku x pena kenai dalam life aku . ishhhhhh . no no no ! yucks ! no way ! sebab bagi aku , "Love is similar to give n take concept" A person will not be able to feel love if they doesnt give love n at the same tyme they cannot receive love from others . i do belief in KARMA . according to KARMA , when u do something good to someone else , somethng good will in turn happen to you . The more good u do the more good will happen to u . The more love u give the more u get back from others . People these days are very skeptical bout love .Many of them , hav a perception that love comes wif physical appearance . To comment , this is a false judgement as love is a chemistry in the form of affection , attraction n interaction between two people . Physical appearance of a person doesnt symbolize the purity of a heart n a sincerity of the love . chewahhhhh ! pandai berkata - kata . Love is more secure when there is good understanding and trust among two people . Forcing someone to love is just a create to destroyed the love that we force(im SMACK someone) .Love has to come from deep within the heart of a person . It cannot appear n disappear like "HIDE n SEEK" . Love can touch us once but it can last for a life time as it cannot be destroyed . This is how i love someone . I believe that love makes the world go around . A simple expression of love might be very small to a person but remember that somewhere n somehow a thirsty flower awaits it . So , i do love and never regret the love that i'd give to him . <3MNAAH . fullstop :)

Perfect Two by Auburn





incik 4zan cakap "TASHA BUSUK" n "SORE TASHA X SEDAP SBB DEA BARU NAK MEMBESAR" n "TASHA PEKAK , MAKIN BESAR MAKIN PEKAK" HAHAHA . i tak kisah ! hahaha . btw incik 4zan "ANAK MAK" . "SELALU BERKEPIT BAWAH KETIAK MAK" . "ANAK MANJAAAAA BOoooooooooooo!" hahaha . use to be my fren then my bf then he turn to be my ex n now he's my bff . my only one SUPERB bestie forever and ever n ever n ever n ever n ever :) hahaha . enough2 .
(conversation between me and encik ahmad fauzan b abd razak at2.51am on 22nd feb) DONE ! :)

Friday, February 18

thats when i love you by aslyn



still cant forget him. Why him? Why ? fake ! this is not me . not myself and i if aku cakap aku rendu dea . cerita lama lah NATASHA ! kamon ! get urself up tasha . u da one yg carik pasal . kalau lah aku x kenal dea n x cpl dgn dea dulu , xkn jadi mcm nie . xkan rendu mcm nie . betoi x ? salah aku . aku yg carik pasai . ya allah . aku blur plus otak aku blank x boleh nak berfungsi . kenapa dea datang time nie ? dugaan lagi .

what theeeeeeee .

bastard! shisha is now banned! lancau! I do not understand what has happened to the government in Malaysia today. crap! fuck! they say illegally, had to have a license if we want to smoke it ! I'm dizzy  .

Andrew Allen - Loving You Tonight



Lost, In the day, In a way
Its the same as the one before this
and i wish, I could say
that its all black and white
But its gray, Its the same, its the same
And i'm so tired but you are what im comin home to

Oh im thinkin' 'bout red wine, birds and takin' it easy
and i got you in my arms, Takin' a break from crazy

And I'll say hey
You'll say baby, Hows your day
I'll say crazy
But its all gonna be alright
You'll kiss my smile
I'll pull you closer
Spend awhile just gettin' to know ya
But its all gonna be alright, Loving you tonight
Loving you tonight

And you are there
On my heart, at the start
of my my every morning
and i cant deny, by the end of the day
that im runnin' on empty
But you make it full, Steal my breathe
Your so unpredictable,
Thats what i'm comin home to

Oh i'm dreamin bout romance , slow dancin with you
When i got you in my arms, Then i don't care what we do

And I'll say hey
You'll say baby, Hows your day
I'll say crazy
But its all gonna be alright
You'll kiss my smile
I'll pull you closer
Spend awhile just gettin' to know ya
But its all gonna be alright, Loving you tonight
Loving you tonight

Cause' everyday is just the in between
the hours separating you from me
i know you'll be waiting, I know you'll be waiting

And I'll say hey
You'll say baby, Hows your day
I'll say crazy
But its all gonna be alright
You'll kiss my smile
I'll pull you closer
Spend awhile just gettin' to know ya
But its all gonna be alright, Loving you tonight
Loving you tonight, Loving you tonight,
Loving you tonight, Loving you tonight.