i was just looking for something DUMB to do !

Hellow mellow,

Reminiscing the past was when I realized that everything so funny now. What I did in the past was just, oh my, hilarious? Pretending I was drinking beer or some alcoholic drink when I was actually drinking sparkling juice. Pretending as if I was in a club partying when I was actually singing/dancing in Red Box. Thinking I looked good. Looking at those pictures, made me realized how immature I was and HOW FAT I WAS. Not to say that I am not now, but AT LEAST, way better than last time. Hahahahaha, I seriously can't stop laughing thinking about it. Like, WHAT WAS I THINKING MAN?!? How fast time flies and how fast people changed. There were certain people who always looked down on me because of my social life, but now they are actually worst. If only I can just tell them how shocked I am right now, how disappointed I am. Yet again, I should start keeping things to myself. Should start to learn to not care about other people as the more you care the more you will get hurt. Not that they care about me though. I should just care about those people who actually cares about me. I have a good guy by my side, few good friends, and I have my family.