*SIGH*

sometimes i feel as if i live under a roof full of actors. A day, theyre nice to me and another day they'll get really angry, mad, in flames... Worst thoughts you can think of. I love my family but sometimes i hate living in the same home. im always the black sheep of the family. I dont look like any of my siblings and somehow my siblings tend to use that fact against me. Its funny at first but that shit gets offensive when i grew older. If anything's broken, the first name to be yelled is mine. to be blame, me. Although i have nothing to do with it. What happened to the fairness of equality? What the fuck happened.

I SHALL STOP BLOGGING :D I post too many emotional stuff. oh yes (realize after 100+ posts) oh no im a happy girl dont worry, i have the best people in my life this time right now, your existence really dont make a difference :B