who we shud blame on ?

I miss how things used to be with everyone . My friends . My family . My boyfriend . Everyone .


Most of my friends either just too busy for me or they go everywhere without me . Yet they complain I never ask them out . Primary school's friends , high school's friends , they're just the same . The longer they know you , they more they will hurt you . Such friends I have . As time passed by , the less friends I have . The less friends I can trust . The less friends I can talk to . The less friends who will actually be there for me . The less friends I can rely on . I always thought I knew who my 'true friends/best friends' really are , well , guess it was just a thought .
I can never live without my family but I feel like an inhibitor when I am with them . No doubt that they can live without me .
My NA and I are almost a year together now , time really flies . Things have been rough recently . I've always seen the bad side of him and I tend to forget what he had done for me . I definitely miss how things used to be with us . 

If all of them were to leave me , I wouldn't be surprised as "people come and go" .