Hate . Based on google , hate can be best defined as a feeling of intense animosity or passionate dislike for someone or something . At this exact moment , I don't think hate could even cover half of the strong emotions running in me right now . Its as if satan just became my best friend and butterflies , sunshines don't even exist . I should keep myself calm , but those horrific mental images are like forever flashing in my mind , exaggerating every moment I don't know if actually happened .
Forgiveness . This on the other hand is easier said than done . Letting go of grudges and bitterness . Saying that 5 letter word – sorry . Whats the point ofapologizing , of promising to change , of wanting to be different , if you know its not going to happen . Why are we still lying to ourselves ? Being in denial . What good does it make ? Trapping yourself in a box of lies . Whats the point of forgiving if it still hurts , every second of your life .
Let me tell you why , who are you to not be able to forgive , when god , Allah swt , is always ready to forgive you , with open arms . What makes you higher than god , what makes you better than god . This is how I train myself to forgive , to let go of the things I wish did not happen .
Forgiveness . This on the other hand is easier said than done . Letting go of grudges and bitterness . Saying that 5 letter word – sorry . Whats the point ofapologizing , of promising to change , of wanting to be different , if you know its not going to happen . Why are we still lying to ourselves ? Being in denial . What good does it make ? Trapping yourself in a box of lies . Whats the point of forgiving if it still hurts , every second of your life .
Let me tell you why , who are you to not be able to forgive , when god , Allah swt , is always ready to forgive you , with open arms . What makes you higher than god , what makes you better than god . This is how I train myself to forgive , to let go of the things I wish did not happen .
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