No one will understand me

Im a happy kid, I mingle around with people alot, I'll walk with my ponytail swinging side to side, I'll laugh at almost everything...But its true what people said you can never judge a book by its cover. I really like writing and expressing my feelings into words. But i guess its just a way for me to make sure people hear me out. I post depressing blogs from the beginning because almost all of my life ive never been blessed with having good people around me. I thank God for the achievements I achieved throughout the years, but the greatest treasure i want to seek is a real relationship that is built between two people. I want to have a friend that will say i look nice, even if i was wearing a horrible dress, a friend who would tell the truth so that i know that he'll never lie towards me and a friend who may be far away from me but i know he's always close to heart. Im not demanding, I just wish there was someone who'd actually be like this cause I know im nothing close to any of the above.